I am absolutely mind-blowingly spectacular.

oyster · January 11, 2009

I am amazing. I am an unbelievable human, no one like me has ever existed before. Surely, I am some sort of new model, the first in a new stage of human evolution. I have a mind like you would not believe. Every external stimuli that I encounter is spilled into a bubbling cauldron of thoughts and emotions, where it is churned and mixed with everything else I am taking in at the moment. From there, the gases from this bubbling cauldron float up to the higher reaches of my brain, where it enters the foggy formation that is the main section of my mind. If one was to see this fog, they would surely find it to be the most beautiful thing they had ever seen. It is a combination of existing and non-existing colors, sounds, sights, smells, tastes, and feelings that floats and vibrates throughout my life.

There is another spot in my mind, which is a world, nay, a universe. Every existing and non-existing biome is represented here, along with entire of worlds of a form which you human 1.0s would not understand.

Although the way in which I perceive the external world is fascinating, and what goes on inside this unbelievable multi-mind , as I like to call it, what is even more amazing is the things that I bring to this external world. You see, once all this external stimuli is taken in and processed, along with the purely original thought creations and the traces of lingering external stimuli from years ago, mix together, the power is so overwhelming that it simply must be unleashed. And at this point, where I feel the unbelievable magic pulsating against my skull, I must drop everything and create. Whether it be in the form of a piece of music, a drawing, an essay, it must come out. And when it does, it is so mind-blowingly original, beautiful, and yes, genius, that it may nearly cause those who perceive it to burst into tears.

I certainly hope that one day more humans like me are created, I feel that day may never come. And for now, I understand it is my duty to share my beauty with the world, and to no longer selfishly keep this magic to myself.