I'm pissed

What a shitty day.

I've been extracting LSA for the past week. Today was the T-day, so i started the test with a reasonnable amount of the extract. I was expecting something like a 8 gram(of ipomeas) trip. Nothing happened, likely because i used the wrong solvant (denatured alcohol instead of vodka). THis is just another waste of money (around 70 euros).

Then I've been struggling with the java method invoke() for 4 hours, unsuccessfully. I didn't even learn something usefull.

Another waste of time.

A few minutes ago I tried to phone this beautifull girl i'm deeply in love with since 5 years. The phone rung, bt she didn't asnwered. The worst thing about that is the reason she is avoiding me : one year ago i tried to kill myself, and she is believing I did it because of her.

I've really lost my soul on that.

But i'll try to hide my number and phone her again in a few hours :angry:

So I'm twenty in a few days, and the only thing I got at the moment, is a deep nihilistic feeling mixed with cold anger, the kind that makes you want to kill people.

Hopefully there is still WATMM, a nice warm place for my pathos

Cant say I've ever heard of someone using Vodka as a 'solvent' for extraction. Maybe if your just soaking some seeds in it overnight or something. If your doing some kind of acid/base type extraction you'll probably need something else. You trying this from BHWR or something? The results from that are spotty at best.

1. Quit the drugs

2. Learn something like C# that is more employable these days

3. Instead of phoning her, go to her place and ask if she'd like to come down and have a coffee with you at a cafe.

  Babar said:

I'm pissed, ET style thread

This isnt something to be proud of, top thread though

i'd love to joyrex.

  Joyrex said:

1. Quit the drugs

2. Learn something like C# that is more employable these days

3. Instead of phoning her, go to her place and ask if she'd like to come down and have a coffee with you at a cafe.

you mean like Java, which is almost identical in syntax?

  Drahken said:

Cant say I've ever heard of someone using Vodka as a 'solvent' for extraction. Maybe if your just soaking some seeds in it overnight or something. If your doing some kind of acid/base type extraction you'll probably need something else. You trying this from BHWR or something? The results from that are spotty at best.

Someone on psychonaut told me vodka will work. I'm extracting LSA from ipomeas seeds. I used a non-polar solvant (fluid for lighter) in order to kick out the bad things that make you puke, and ethanol in order to extract LSA. After reflexion extracting LSA is just a fucking stupid idea (it was one of my friend's idea). I should have order HBWR, extract the puking stuff, and put the mush into pills. Way more easy and cheaper.

  Joyrex said:

1. Quit the drugs

2. Learn something like C# that is more employable these days

3. Instead of phoning her, go to her place and ask if she'd like to come down and have a coffee with you at a cafe.

Oh i've tried compiling some 'hello world' C++ shit. I got a "iostream.h" not found( i'm on a mac). Instead, i choosed java because of the apis. I want to program some linguistic/statistic stuff based on google. So i guess it will do the job.

Idea 3 is as simple as brillant. I'll do it. Thanks Joyrex ;) (hope i won't step on a rake)

i know nothing about drugs or chemicals or extracting but have you tried doing it in duck fat instead? that usually makes things come out right.

go get some percoset and a shit load of coke and booze, that usually works.

upon reading the thread, I stand by my initial remark.

Weird timing of this thread, my friend is about to prepare an everclear extraction of woodrow seeds and we are gonna take those and this awesome amanita muscaria tea on saturday.

  Fred McGriff said:

i know nothing about drugs or chemicals or extracting but have you tried doing it in duck fat instead? that usually makes things come out right.

or Bovril.

maybe garlic butter?

  Velazquez said:

go get some percoset and a shit load of coke and booze, that usually works.

Bromazepam + alcohol didn't work with me. Your recipe might be the final solution i'm looking for.

thanks

  Bubba69 said:

  Joyrex said:

1. Quit the drugs

2. Learn something like C# that is more employable these days

3. Instead of phoning her, go to her place and ask if she'd like to come down and have a coffee with you at a cafe.

 

you mean like Java, which is almost identical in syntax?

Yeah, but personally I think C# developers are more employable these days.

  Babar said:

  Drahken said:

Cant say I've ever heard of someone using Vodka as a 'solvent' for extraction. Maybe if your just soaking some seeds in it overnight or something. If your doing some kind of acid/base type extraction you'll probably need something else. You trying this from BHWR or something? The results from that are spotty at best.

 

Someone on psychonaut told me vodka will work. I'm extracting LSA from ipomeas seeds. I used a non-polar solvant (fluid for lighter) in order to kick out the bad things that make you puke, and ethanol in order to extract LSA. After reflexion extracting LSA is just a fucking stupid idea (it was one of my friend's idea). I should have order HBWR, extract the puking stuff, and put the mush into pills. Way more easy and cheaper.

 

 

  Joyrex said:

1. Quit the drugs

2. Learn something like C# that is more employable these days

3. Instead of phoning her, go to her place and ask if she'd like to come down and have a coffee with you at a cafe.

 

Oh i've tried compiling some 'hello world' C++ shit. I got a "iostream.h" not found( i'm on a mac). Instead, i choosed java because of the apis. I want to program some linguistic/statistic stuff based on google. So i guess it will do the job.

Idea 3 is as simple as brillant. I'll do it. Thanks Joyrex ;) (hope i won't step on a rake)

http://www.mono-project.com/Mono:OSX

  beneboi said:

Weird timing of this thread, my friend is about to prepare an everclear extraction of woodrow seeds and we are gonna take those and this awesome amanita muscaria tea on saturday.

And you operate a big rig transporting hazardous materials and artillery? Christ on a cracker, you're mad

  Babar said:

i tried to kill myself

  Babar said:

cold anger, the kind that makes you want to kill people.

  Babar said:

i'll try to hide my number and phone her again in a few hours

  Babar said:

the only thing I got at the moment, is a deep nihilistic feeling

you sir, should never ever do acid again.

  Babar said:

What a shitty day.

 

I've been extracting LSA for the past week. Today was the T-day, so i started the test with a reasonnable amount of the extract. I was expecting something like a 8 gram(of ipomeas) trip. Nothing happened, likely because i used the wrong solvant (denatured alcohol instead of vodka). THis is just another waste of money (around 70 euros).

 

Then I've been struggling with the java method invoke() for 4 hours, unsuccessfully. I didn't even learn something usefull.

Another waste of time.

 

A few minutes ago I tried to phone this beautifull girl i'm deeply in love with since 5 years. The phone rung, bt she didn't asnwered. The worst thing about that is the reason she is avoiding me : one year ago i tried to kill myself, and she is believing I did it because of her.

I've really lost my soul on that.

But i'll try to hide my number and phone her again in a few hours :angry:

 

So I'm twenty in a few days, and the only thing I got at the moment, is a deep nihilistic feeling mixed with cold anger, the kind that makes you want to kill people.

 

 

Hopefully there is still WATMM, a nice warm place for my pathos

lots of other nice girls out there .. you're still only 19 ..don't get fixated on one chicka ...

lol

seriously babar, i think this beautiful girl you keep stalking and phoning from a withheld number is probably very scared of you. i suggest leaving her THE FUCK ALONE.

  Joyrex said:

2. Learn something like C# that is more employable these days

or, alternatively, stop being a programming dork and do stuff that gets you a life

im pissed tooooo

  BCM said:

  Babar said:

i tried to kill myself

 

  Babar said:

cold anger, the kind that makes you want to kill people.

 

  Babar said:

i'll try to hide my number and phone her again in a few hours

 

  Babar said:

the only thing I got at the moment, is a deep nihilistic feeling

 

 

you sir, should never ever do acid again.

lol, it's not acid fault, it's a genetic/familial stuff. I've been diagnosed bipolar then schizophrenic (though i never got delusions) just like 32% of my family. Plus LSA is not LSD. I think I can say i do acid in a safe way since I do it 3 times in a year, don't smoke weed with it, and always have a pack of valium, just in case.

  delet... said:

lots of other nice girls out there .. you're still only 19 ..don't get fixated on one chicka ...

Well i'm just a poor awkward virgin with strong hard ideals about women. That's sad, but i'm really in love with her, and i can't help comparating other girls to her. She is at the top of my list. Second postion is a boy I met this year...

Anyway, I followed Joyrew's advice, went at her place, stumbled upon her mother : she wasn't there, so i phoned her, and we ended in a 90 minutes long talk. I'm quite happy since i got a date for next week.

cheers

  BCM said:

seriously babar, i think this beautiful girl you keep stalking and phoning from a withheld number is probably very scared of you. i suggest leaving her THE FUCK ALONE.

I understand your point. I was just being paranoid hehe :angry: :angry:

  abusivegeorge said:

lol

well it's the watmm stock answer for these types of posts yes ... so i just put it in before anyone else did ... kinda like saying jazz ... ;-] ...

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