Guest Helper ET Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 sometime i think of my family. i love them so much. i dont know what i would do if they were to die. when i think of one of them dying, it just kills my heart in such a deep way. i would feel so much regret. such a deep state of regret i would be in. regret that i didnt love them to my fullest capacity. i want to love my loved ones so much...i just want to be in the moment of loving with them, but i never feel like im able to fully be present in the moment. i want to be present, but i cant help but feel out of the moment. but sometimes when i am living in the moment and they're there, oh man its great...i love that, i just wish it could be like that forever man, its too bad people have to die. why do people have to die? its not like we did anything wrong?!? we just wanted to live, but something wants to come along and say it musnt be, but why cant it be?!?!? if the force knew how deep my love was i dont think it would take it away. and if it did take it away and knew what it was doing, then ohh....then it must either be that that the force loves us so much, that it makes us suffer so much only to show us a deeper more meaningful loving, or that there is no force in the first place and we are the equivalent of mice in a cage, running around trying to accomplish something in which case i shall become a Charles Bukowski type and freak out about life in an unexpected way zing! Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/ Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest weed Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 LOL Alzado said: very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post very long post - xxx Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988428 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Braintree Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 Quit watmm. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide Braintree's signature Hide all signatures colindyer.bandcamp.com williamsbraintree.bandcamp.com Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988444 Share on other sites More sharing options...
essines Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 oh hey weed how about you don't post in ETs' threads. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide essines's signature Hide all signatures On 8/19/2011 at 11:51 PM, Luke Fucking Hazard said: Essines has, and always will remind me of MacReady. Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988446 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Helper ET Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 ya. wait. waht? Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988448 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest weed Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 oh hey essines how about you don't talk to me like that in ET's threads. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988449 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Helper ET Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 ya. wait. waht? Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988452 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest weed Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 oh hi ET! i guess when guys get drunk- they have the need to be mean (on the internet_ Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988454 Share on other sites More sharing options...
autopilot Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 That's not true. I'm mean sober. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988455 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest chax Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 ET I think that without people dying, then the 'human experience' wouldn't be intact. Why would anything matter if we all lived forever? Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988476 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Helper ET Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 since when has this "human experience" been so important outside of our desperate attempts to stay alive Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988477 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest weed Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 autopilot said: That's not true. I'm mean sober. blueberry tea counts as a drug lol Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988478 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Helper ET Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 if we all lived forvever, all conflict would eventually resolve itself Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988479 Share on other sites More sharing options...
cichlisuite Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 ET said: if we all lived forvever, all conflict would eventually resolve itself nah... more like we would infinitely contribute to its further complication and hence our adaptation to its self-perpetual iterations. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988503 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Etch Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 Try to look at the bigger picture ET. I go through similar feelings all the time, the only reassurance I get is that I am part of something bigger than just myself. Think of the people who came before you, that led to this time, this very moment. It makes me feel much more optimistic to think of myself at the crest of this mighty wave of love (ghey!), life and sublime continuation than to think of myself at the mercy of lifes unforgiving laws. We live in an exciting time, your life and your death does have significance, just as the lives of those around you. You need to use the regret and dispair you feel to drive you forward. Overcome it and move forward with hope and conviction. I feel you bro. One love. :sick: Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988510 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest all_purpose_sandpaper Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 I was shoveling a great deal of snow, lots and lots of it out of the driveway yesterday afternoon. I had this blue shovel and it seemed so obvious that this was shoveling snow, there was the car, and a house, and I was amazed how normal, or perfect it was. Somehow it came to this. Then I realized our brains are designed exactly to assume normality, perfection, and I knew the situation was really fucking unbelievable and bizzare and pointless, but it was impossible to feel this way. AND I FINISHED THE SHOVELING. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988524 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest weed Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 i got paid to shovel restaurants out of bankruptcy during winter time. hah thank goodness i dont work for tips anymore Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988528 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest mrcopyandpaste Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 good post Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988533 Share on other sites More sharing options...
encey Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 what the fuck is this shit Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide encey's signature Hide all signatures essines said: i am hot shit ... that smells like baking bread. Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988575 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bob Dylan Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 You and Monoid would go well together if we merged XLT and WATMM Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide Bob Dylan's signature Hide all signatures *** This announcement is brought to you by the Shimago-Dominguez Corporation *** helping America into the New World... Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988578 Share on other sites More sharing options...
keltoi Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 nonsense & trash = et subforum Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide keltoi's signature Hide all signatures Reveal hidden contents Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988582 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ezkerraldean Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 Philip Glass said: You and Monoid would go well together if we merged XLT and WATMM ha, is he still kicking around over there? i wondered whether or not they were the same guy Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988588 Share on other sites More sharing options...
perunamuusi Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 monoid is the best thing about xlt Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988592 Share on other sites More sharing options...
marf Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 Etch said: Try to look at the bigger picture ET. I go through similar feelings all the time, the only reassurance I get is that I am part of something bigger than just myself. Think of the people who came before you, that led to this time, this very moment. It makes me feel much more optimistic to think of myself at the crest of this mighty wave of love (ghey!), life and sublime continuation than to think of myself at the mercy of lifes unforgiving laws. We live in an exciting time, your life and your death does have significance, just as the lives of those around you. You need to use the regret and dispair you feel to drive you forward. Overcome it and move forward with hope and conviction. I feel you bro. One love. :sick: That was really pretty Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988625 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Etch Posted March 23, 2009 Report Share Posted March 23, 2009 (edited) Out the window with the window. Edited March 23, 2009 by Etch Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43895-i-want-to-live-in-a-state-of-importance/#findComment-988650 Share on other sites More sharing options...
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