pleasantly depressed

Bad day?

not really, nothing is bad, it's just more like an overwhelming sense of feeling sorry for myself in all aspects

i just want to snap my fingers and have everything be perfect, i don't want to do anything

Man, you gotta turn it around. What happened to your whole workout plan and all that?

i took a bunch of drugs instead

but i have been working out, it's fine, it's just not good enough

i want 1,000,000 dollars and fame and the most beautiful girl in love forever and no pain ever again

i won't settle for this mediocrity and meaningless bullshit, there is NOTHING

just kidding, i will meditate and calm down and chill out, just venting

i think i'm going to start using those mushrooms that there was a thread about a while back to try and build my energy up

it will all work out

i'm just pissed off right now and haven't loved anyone for 2 years or so and i'm growing restless for some fucking romance

You gotta get your life in order first, then the ladies will follow.

Or you could just get a hooker.

just work out. less drugs.

Go into chatmm scorcho. Party!

Love yourself before anyone will love you, and you cannot love anyone else until you love yourself.

By the sounds of it, deep inside, you pretty unhappy with you.

That why you enjoy taking drugs so much, it removes all of that feeling. For a temporary time. Well, it numbs reality for you. It doesn't remove it, just masks it.