finally over a week long bout of seriously powerful anxiety attacks.

https://soundcloud.com/scarboglasgow/anxious-1

its rare i make music for any other reason than ''it sounds good'', but this week has been brutal. seem to be over the worst of it by going tee-total and meditating once a day, but its not a nice feeling. 

3 parts are made by self oscillating the intelllijel rainmakers comb section, 1 part is a string sample run through its delay+comb, and 1 part is elements run through the delay section. it really is a mindblowingly powerful bit of kit, ive never experienced anything quite like it in the box.

This is great, man! Great atmosphere. I bet that if you were to perform a PET scan on an ant it would sound something like this ;)
How about adding a simple and deep bass line? Just some super simple notes. Could just be some deep 808 notes just to add some weight to it

Incredible mate, followed. Keep up with the meditation and down with the drugs too. Be David Lynch.

i actually high passed everything with the intention of adding a big, deep, dub kick to it today. 

  On 3/19/2017 at 12:46 PM, messiaen said:

i actually high passed everything with the intention of adding a big, deep, dub kick to it today. 

https://soundcloud.com/scarboglasgow/scriabin-spaced

been having fun playing piano through it aswell. 

Hey, sounds great! I love the idea of using music as a sincere mean of communication

I hope in future we will all be cyborgs communicating through music

https://soundcloud.com/scarboglasgow/manifolds

sounds lush!

i literally was in the same situation for the same approximate time period

anxiety sucks

why do people have to have it?

Fear, okay, I understand why one should have fear. Fear is directed and with reason. It solves problems.

But anxiety is hazy and indefinite, you aren't even necessarily aware of it.

It just sucks and should be eradicated from this plantet, just like all black people

i probably have it cos i spent most of my 20's off my tits. been drug free and eating a shittonne of vegetables for 2017, but my body is still mellowing out and catching up i think. 

  On 3/23/2017 at 6:13 AM, darreichungsform said:

anxiety sucks

why do people have to have it?

Fear, okay, I understand why one should have fear. Fear is directed and with reason. It solves problems.

But anxiety is hazy and indefinite, you aren't even necessarily aware of it.

It just sucks and should be eradicated from this plantet, just like all black people

i dunno man, anxiety is still fear, it's just a more meta-fear is all

yeah, there's probably a good reason for this feeling

kind of an easy comparison to make but reminds me of SAW vol ii

  On 3/19/2017 at 12:46 PM, messiaen said:

i actually high passed everything with the intention of adding a big, deep, dub kick to it today. 

I really like the track the way it is! I feel some deep pillowy low end would resolve the anxiousness and nullify the intent.

  On 3/23/2017 at 9:22 AM, messiaen said:

i probably have it cos i spent most of my 20's off my tits. been drug free and eating a shittonne of vegetables for 2017, but my body is still mellowing out and catching up i think. 

I know the feeling. Shit calms down, at least it did for me when I hit my 30's. I Dig the tune by the way.