fenton Posted March 7, 2009 Report Share Posted March 7, 2009 weed said: why is on the top of your list? nice Come play with me in the sand. We'll stay clean and drink hatorade all night. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide fenton's signature Hide all signatures Reveal hidden contents https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XkWwIShuoX4 Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-972262 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest abusivegeorge Posted March 7, 2009 Report Share Posted March 7, 2009 Hi Weed, seriously good luck and I'm glad you got something out of it, listening to other peoples stories can be quite touching, I'm in early recovery myself and I could sit here and sinicalypse if I wanted but people are probably tired of me talking about it by now. Just remember, don't be put off by the word God, it stands for "Good orderly direction" and this can come from whatever you believe I am an atheist and my "God" or Higher power" is merely just an energy that follows me around and most of the time works through people, keep open minded and listen for the similarities. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-972305 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest A/D Posted March 7, 2009 Report Share Posted March 7, 2009 (edited) i know it's ridiculous, but no matter how well i know someone, i always feel proud that they sucked it up and started going to meetings. i've never been in the program but follow a lot of the principles in my daily life and am so much better for it. best of luck weed sorry i have been a douche to you in the past. Edited March 7, 2009 by A/D Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-972343 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Franklin Posted March 7, 2009 Report Share Posted March 7, 2009 good luck times 1000 guys Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-972357 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest weed Posted March 7, 2009 Report Share Posted March 7, 2009 next time i'm asked to read something with the word god - or higher power : i think i'll replace it with Sean lol thanks again guys, work today - no time for another meeting. yet tomorrow - bright n early! Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-972569 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest 277: 930-933 Posted March 7, 2009 Report Share Posted March 7, 2009 I went to a meeting yesterday afternoon but I forgot my laptop so I couldn't give my presentation but Johnson let me borrow his and I was saved by just downloading some pictures of random stats and noone was any wiser. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-972574 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest epsy Posted March 8, 2009 Report Share Posted March 8, 2009 good for you man....just remember it's not the quantity of the meetings you go to but the quality of knowledge you get from them My parents are both recovering alcoholics and they used to take me to meetings all the time when I was very VERY young. It helped me recognize and snuff out addictive patterns on my own behavior before I was caught up in something more tricky to get out of. My dad relapses so often he doesn't even get his white chip anymore. But he still went tonite. I truly believe the trick is two things 1. you actually have to WANT to stop...for good...not just for now 2. you need to find something that you enjoy in your life that doesn't involve drinking to keep your mind occupied. Good luck man! Takes balls to have the humility to realize there may be a problem in the first place. See if you can find a sponsor to keep you on the straight and narrow. They're all human beings just like you with demons in their closet. and it helps them to help you. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-972768 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest weed Posted March 8, 2009 Report Share Posted March 8, 2009 thanks :) Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-972795 Share on other sites More sharing options...
essines Posted March 8, 2009 Report Share Posted March 8, 2009 epsy said: good for you man....just remember it's not the quantity of the meetings you go to but the quality of knowledge you get from them My parents are both recovering alcoholics and they used to take me to meetings all the time when I was very VERY young. It helped me recognize and snuff out addictive patterns on my own behavior before I was caught up in something more tricky to get out of. My dad relapses so often he doesn't even get his white chip anymore. But he still went tonite. I truly believe the trick is two things 1. you actually have to WANT to stop...for good...not just for now 2. you need to find something that you enjoy in your life that doesn't involve drinking to keep your mind occupied. Good luck man! Takes balls to have the humility to realize there may be a problem in the first place. See if you can find a sponsor to keep you on the straight and narrow. They're all human beings just like you with demons in their closet. and it helps them to help you. nice the first point you make there is pretty fucking important. it's something i fight with. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide essines's signature Hide all signatures On 8/19/2011 at 11:51 PM, Luke Fucking Hazard said: Essines has, and always will remind me of MacReady. Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-972796 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest weed Posted March 8, 2009 Report Share Posted March 8, 2009 this is sad to say but im doing drugs and drinking atm ugh Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-972800 Share on other sites More sharing options...
goffer Posted March 8, 2009 Report Share Posted March 8, 2009 dang it weed! Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide goffer's signature Hide all signatures PHOTOS Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-972890 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest abusivegeorge Posted March 8, 2009 Report Share Posted March 8, 2009 Weed :(. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-972893 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest A/D Posted March 8, 2009 Report Share Posted March 8, 2009 hey man, at least you can admit you have a problem . . have you admitted it to yourself? Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-972954 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest epsy Posted March 8, 2009 Report Share Posted March 8, 2009 A/D said: hey man, at least you can admit you have a problem . . have you admitted it to yourself? i'd say he has if he's admitting it to a bunch of people on a bbs. Like I said before man...everybody has their time to hit rock bottom. Sometimes it takes a culmination of events where some of it stems from what you're doing to yourself and other situations you have no control over. but if you can name one instance where doing drugs and drinking has solved any of the problems in your life that made you head down the road to decide to do them in the first place, i'm all ears. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-973004 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest abusivegeorge Posted March 8, 2009 Report Share Posted March 8, 2009 epsy said: A/D said: hey man, at least you can admit you have a problem . . have you admitted it to yourself? i'd say he has if he's admitting it to a bunch of people on a bbs. Like I said before man...everybody has their time to hit rock bottom. Sometimes it takes a culmination of events where some of it stems from what you're doing to yourself and other situations you have no control over. but if you can name one instance where doing drugs and drinking has solved any of the problems in your life that made you head down the road to decide to do them in the first place, i'm all ears. epsy-weed is a girl mate. Also good point well made, not a single decision made on alcohol was ever a good one, I hit my rock bottom at my last relapse, I know that because it feels different this time and this time I really don't want to pick up a drink again where as before I wasn't sure. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-973019 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest weed Posted March 9, 2009 Report Share Posted March 9, 2009 A/D said: hey man, at least you can admit you have a problem . . have you admitted it to yourself? hi my name is brooke, and i have a huge problem. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-973447 Share on other sites More sharing options...
GORDO Posted March 9, 2009 Report Share Posted March 9, 2009 hello Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide GORDO's signature Hide all signatures ZOMG! Lazerz pew pew pew!!!!11!!1!!!!1!oneone!shift+one!~!!! Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-973454 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest weed Posted March 9, 2009 Report Share Posted March 9, 2009 i need a hug :( Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-973456 Share on other sites More sharing options...
GORDO Posted March 9, 2009 Report Share Posted March 9, 2009 big pillow. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide GORDO's signature Hide all signatures ZOMG! Lazerz pew pew pew!!!!11!!1!!!!1!oneone!shift+one!~!!! Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-973457 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest weed Posted March 9, 2009 Report Share Posted March 9, 2009 good idea *grabs over sized totoro plush doll* hahaha Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-973486 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ezkerraldean Posted March 9, 2009 Report Share Posted March 9, 2009 i ain't been pissed for a while actually. this is quite unlike me. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-973498 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest weed Posted March 9, 2009 Report Share Posted March 9, 2009 *snickers with me knickers Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-973503 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Joyrex Posted March 9, 2009 Report Share Posted March 9, 2009 I changed your display name... hopefully it will encourage you! Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide all signatures Follow WATMM on Twitter: @WATMMOfficial Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-973600 Share on other sites More sharing options...
lumpenprol Posted March 9, 2009 Report Share Posted March 9, 2009 lol, papa just can't keep himself from meddling...but in this case I approve. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide lumpenprol's signature Hide all signatures After this I listened to geogaddi and I didn't like it, I was quite vomitting at some tracks, I realized they were too crazy for my ears, they took too much acid to play music I stupidly thought (cliché of psyché music) But I knew this album was a kind of big forest where I just wasn't able to go inside. - lost cloud I was in US tjis summer, and eat in KFC. FUCK That's the worst thing i've ever eaten. The flesh simply doesn't cleave to the bones. Battery ferming. And then, foie gras is banned from NY state, because it's considered as ill-treat. IT'S NOT. KFC is tourist ill-treat. YOU POISONERS! Two hours after being to KFC, i stopped in a amsih little town barf all that KFC shit out. Nice work! So i hope this woman is not like kfc chicken, otherwise she'll be pulled to pieces. -organized confused project Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-973602 Share on other sites More sharing options...
pcock Posted March 9, 2009 Report Share Posted March 9, 2009 aha, lol. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/43339-im-going-to-my-first-meeting-tonight/page/2/#findComment-973604 Share on other sites More sharing options...
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