why does wine fuck me harder than vodka?

ive been a wino for the last 6-12 months. sometimes i go days/weeks without alcohol (rarely), and other times i go on mini binges of 2 bottles a night. this fucks me up hard. i usually cry. yesterday, i stayed up all night drinking wine, and in the end, i was sitting on the couch with my girlfriend crying about how i lost all my sight (my sight being, all my realizations that i had about god and consciousness, that i was posting about for a week or so a couple weeks ago)

btw, it somehow all escaped me. just as easily as it came, it went. i dont know what it was, or how it could have possibly existed, but im back to where i was...but with the knowledge of my realizations...so maybe only the "high" left me, but the knowledge stayed

anyway, i created this thread to hopefully grasp a greater understanding of why i can drink 2 bottles of wine, and get a certain amount of fuckedupness, yet tonight, ive downed half of a bottle of vodka, and this shit is like candy compared to my wine drinking. i could finish off the second half of this bottle and feel this emptiness, yet if i downed a couple bottles of wine i would feel "complete"

its another wtf

ET, you're like a raw nerve ending that can type.

how does this help me?

you are blatantly a leightw8 m8

wine just likes you more

i love the wine drunk, but i dont really drink it much anymore because it fucks me up way way way way way too much....im practically a vegetable for the two days after drinking it.

  dese manz hatin said:

you are blatantly a leightw8 m8

i could outdrink you in a minute mait

  messiaen said:

wine just likes you more

make sense please

dunno about any effects on metaphysical revelation but cheap wine gives me the asskickingest worlds most hangover.

alcohol is not the only thing at work when you consume such beverages.

different byproducts of creation present, synergistically act to produce different effects; fermentation vs. fermentation + distillation.

  Smettingham Rutherford IV said:

i love the wine drunk, but i dont really drink it much anymore because it fucks me up way way way way way too much....im practically a vegetable for the two days after drinking it.

so you kind of agree with me...wine destroys you...in a good way

2 nights drinking in a row nutsack

there exists a special property of wine. i dont understand it, but it fills a gap no other alcohol can fill. like i said, ive downed half a bottle of vodka, and its not touching me anywhere near where wine can touch me. oh its so sexual. so sexual i think i need to make a poem....

wine, you are my lover

wine, you are my brother

with vodka, i just cant see

wine is like no other

  keltoi said:

2 nights drinking in a row nutsack

drinking nuts in a row? are they mechanically fed into my mouth via a conveyor belt? am ihuman after this process, or machine? who decides what is what and who is who?

you?

fuck you

whine like your mother

whine like no other

whine whine til ten past nine

whine til the cops come and give you a fine

whine all the time

whine

  ET said:

btw, it somehow all escaped me. just as easily as it came, it went. i dont know what it was, or how it could have possibly existed, but im back to where i was...but with the knowledge of my realizations...so maybe only the "high" left me, but the knowledge stayed

it's all natural. live what you've learned. don't make too much fuss about it; you will miss the details.

how can i see the details when they are so small? the big things seem overwhelmingly bigger than those small things i know to be true...

  ET said:

fuck you

it means your a losser

  keltoi said:

  ET said:

fuck you

 

im sorry. im a horrible human being. sometimes my emotion take control over my actions...its not me. i dont even know what me is any more. so please forgive me. i love you

im a losser? i would take offense to this if i knew what a losser was...

but u dont cuz ur a fuckin nub

next man

  ET said:

  keltoi said:

  ET said:

fuck you

 

 

im sorry. im a horrible human being. sometimes my emotion take control over my actions...its not me. i dont even know what me is any more. so please forgive me. i love you

 

haha i knew you'd say this.... i worked you like a rubix cube.

hahahaha

were all fucking losers. we all come onto this pathetic community of division and competition of intelligence, and we fight desperetly to the point of questioning our own identity. i said tity. and then we are supposed to take these ideas and apply them not only to our internet posting, but our real lives, which have become accustomed to being bullshit also. i dont even know where to go anymore. i know a few people in real life who could accept these types of ideas, but even they seem unwilling to make a real noticable change in their lives.

we are so gay its not even funny

take the gayest concept you can even think of.........got it? ok, take that concept, multiply it by 10, and then your are still not even close to realizing how pathetic our lives have become. we are further into this than labratory rats...at least they will always be given food, because the scientists will feed them to continue the experiment. with us, there are so many of us, that not only does our death not matter to anyone, it has become a preference. this is sick sick sick

fucking sick

SICK

drink bumbo instead

hhahhahhahhahhahhahhahhahha

sick in the fucking head!

and if anyone thinks this is right, than let that be nothing else than further proof of the sickness we have all become accustomed to

sick sick fucking disgustingly sick

I totally knew you were half there with all the enlightened stuff

i will fuck you harder than wine