Guest abusivegeorge Posted May 3, 2009 Report Share Posted May 3, 2009 Well this weekend I have relapsed, I've been back to my old ways, I've been planning how I can kill Chloe because she has wished me dead, and I've gone completely insane. There is one person tonight who has been talking to me, and understands completely. and I hope to go and stay with him soon, for a period of time and thats essines. I have had PM's from several of you on here also, and even some fone numbers exchanged. I cannot thankyou all enough for your support, but you are all legends. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/ Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ms-dos Posted May 3, 2009 Report Share Posted May 3, 2009 put down the drink dude you were doing well and relapses happen. you can get back there. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031378 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ward Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 drop it george! Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031386 Share on other sites More sharing options...
sneaksta303 Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 pm Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide sneaksta303's signature Hide all signatures The Dark Tower Cycle Pplz ep The Swarm H.P. Sneakstep's Educational Tours Vol. 1 Branch Acidian - Acid's Done Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031392 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest 277: 930-933 Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 That's some fucked up shit. You know you´re stronger than the drink, everyone has their weak moments. And here´s to hoping that stupid cunt bitch dies without you having to help her. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031395 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ward Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 (edited) did the 'so today' thread get deleted? i wanted to re-read it, what has chloe done? *nosy* Edited May 4, 2009 by ward Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031402 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest melotronic Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 try to stay strong dude Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031403 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ms-dos Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 (edited) You're not like most other alcoholics. Your liver won't give you a bunch of chances to get clean. You're going to die if you don't stop, and you know that. You're 21. That's only a quarter of a lifetime. Stop and think about that. And don't stop thinking about it until you have giant fucking goosebumps all over your neck. You've got a lot of living to do and it's not all going to be shitty like this. Did you keep your doctor's appointment? You need to go if you haven't. P.S. Fuck Chloe (but don't kill her) Edited May 4, 2009 by ms-dos Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031413 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest my usernames always really suck Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 Do you have any constructive hobbies to keep your mind off the alcohol? Find some really nerdy hobbies that you might find interesting. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031414 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ward Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 do you play CS? Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031416 Share on other sites More sharing options...
itsmep Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 All I have to say about this is: fucking lol. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031421 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest chax Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 i still think it's in your best interest to be on anti-depressants or some kind of medication. it doesn't matter if you don't like 'altered mind states' or whatever, it's about living and surviving try to realize that your thought patterns are messed up, and to question a lot of the decisions you make. try to look outside yourself and be more objective. hope this helps Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031440 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest abusivegeorge Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 Everything is fucked Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031564 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest thanksomuch Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 wtf is going on? :o Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031565 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Al Hounos Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 ye need a project george. build up another R5 turbo. take up an extreme sport. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031567 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest abusivegeorge Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 Why did ItsMeP say that? I've only ever asked for help! I'm trying guys I really am! Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031570 Share on other sites More sharing options...
essines Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 thanksomuch said: wtf is going on? :o abusivegeorge is a recovering alcoholic, with severe liver issues, who relapsed on friday. his girlfriend (chloe s on watmm) straight up stonewalled him and told him "i hope you die". George is a strong man and is doing an excellent job of sobriety, relapse or not, and he just needs support. i've got his back, he knows that what he is doing isn't the proper route and he's fighting through it. Mad respect for the guy for trying as hard as he is to go clean and i've got his back 100% the whole way through. The drama is not as important as the goal he's trying to acheive, which is sobriety. godspeed, praise allah, fuck the blood of christ, what ever it takes man. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide essines's signature Hide all signatures On 8/19/2011 at 11:51 PM, Luke Fucking Hazard said: Essines has, and always will remind me of MacReady. Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031571 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest abusivegeorge Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 ItsMeP said: All I have to say about this is: fucking lol. Lol I know who you are, you're already dead. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031572 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest abusivegeorge Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 essines said: thanksomuch said: wtf is going on? :o abusivegeorge is a recovering alcoholic, with severe liver issues, who relapsed on friday. his girlfriend (chloe s on watmm) straight up stonewalled him and told him "i hope you die". George is a strong man and is doing an excellent job of sobriety, relapse or not, and he just needs support. i've got his back, he knows that what he is doing isn't the proper route and he's fighting through it. Mad respect for the guy for trying as hard as he is to go clean and i've got his back 100% the whole way through. The drama is not as important as the goal he's trying to acheive, which is sobriety. godspeed, praise allah, fuck the blood of christ, what ever it takes man. Ess is a guy who really understands and you know what I don't actually know what to say! Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031573 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest beatfanatic Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 abusivegeorge.. i am not sure what to say but just hang in there buddy. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031574 Share on other sites More sharing options...
bubbhasdance Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 I'm new here but I can definitely relate to you, man. The road is tough but not impossible, just remember that. If you ever need any help, anything, just give me a buzz, k? We're here for you. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide bubbhasdance's signature Hide all signatures THATS HOW U NO U GOD WHEN YOU GOTA MODEL AND SHE THROW UP ON YO DICK BECAUSE ITS SO BIG AND YOUR IN A LIMO GOING TO A LIL B CONCERT - Lil B Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031578 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest aron Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 hang in there, george. stay strong Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031579 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest thanksomuch Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 much hugs and support George. feel free to talk to us privately if you need to. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031581 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ward Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 why did she wish you dead? ;/ Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031587 Share on other sites More sharing options...
essines Posted May 4, 2009 Report Share Posted May 4, 2009 I don't want to sounds presumptuous but i think it's because he drank. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide essines's signature Hide all signatures On 8/19/2011 at 11:51 PM, Luke Fucking Hazard said: Essines has, and always will remind me of MacReady. Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/45323-the-so-today-thread/#findComment-1031589 Share on other sites More sharing options...
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