I think I'm in love

This is the first time in 3 years that I've been in love with an actual girl and not some fucked up distorted vision of a goddess.

She is not even sexy at all and I love talking to her as much as possible and she's challenging and understands me and i get her even when we speak abstractly for two hours it's very exciting.

I hope everyone is falling in love very soon.

Read the rules

i hope you stop making shitty threads very soon.

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:20 AM, happycase said:

This is the first time in 3 years that I've been in love with an actual girl and not some fucked up distorted vision of a goddess.

 

She is not even sexy at all and I love talking to her as much as possible and she's challenging and understands me and i get her even when we speak abstractly for two hours it's very exciting.

 

I hope everyone is falling in love very soon.

You deifnetly find her sexy, she might not be "sexy" in the conventionally, socially acceptable sense, but she's definetly sexy to you.

don't talk to me about love

lucky bastard

i'm a window shopper at this point. last night i was drunk and i told big R i had a crush on her in front of a bunch of friends and they scooted out

any girl in my life i want to sex or enjoy their company but i feel like i'm forcing it because i'm bored with this past 3 weeks existence!

so i'm just going to start going out way more. thats how you met a wonderful woman for you! it's because you got out of the same spots and met people, new people

i'll be going to cafes, film screenings, etc

started last week! can't wait to step away from these same old goats, detach, grow

etc

you know the drill

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:22 AM, Philip Glass said:

Read the rules

OKay. Where are they? I think I have done a bad thing I apologize.

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:22 AM, kaini said:

I'm happy for you.

Thanks kaini!

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:22 AM, abusivegeorge said:

 

 

You deifnetly find her sexy, she might not be "sexy" in the conventionally, socially acceptable sense, but she's definetly sexy to you.

Yes yes yes. Very sexy in a very important way.

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:23 AM, oscillik said:

don't talk to me about love

I'm sorry and I really do think things are getting better. Feel your pain man.

Pfft, big deal we all feel like that all the time.

love is a chemical illusion, but more to the point, you're very annoying.

love is a yada etc .. you mothefucking retard shut the fuck up

just fucking shut up and chill out we're all friends

man this board is turning to shit

Ya ya ya, vam. WE are all friends. Chill and enjoy life.

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:36 AM, happycase said:

Ya ya ya, vam. It's not that people aren't interesting everywhere you go. I have just been totally honest and open and as sophisticated as possible with living people and they feel like they have permission to take off their masks and join you and revel in the nonordinary.

 

I do think though that when you get into group-habits they're very very hard to break. People can't shatter their image of you as so-and-so and see you freshly even when you decide to start being fresh with them. Let everything rotten go.

exactly. people are so uptight. i want them to fuck off, or at least accept my openness and join me in it. even the smartest of my friends are unable to partake in this.

i just want everyone to "revel in the nonordinary" with me. brilliant way of putting it. i want to take people higher, take them on my trip, and let them take me on their trip. just relax and let all that rotten social etc go. i live in that crap in my little part of the world, with my friends. so many unconscious people, driven by completely unconscious drives. at least that is my theory at this point.

very little mindfulness. there are some people, but i don't know where. and it certainly doesn't help that my persona has become my personality in their eyes. i have none. i am nothing. but amongst these old friends i am some sort of being that etc

i look forward to meeting a nice, intelligent and open minded cunt whore who will fuck me senseless etc at the coffee shop. i'm ready!

let's all kick back and enjoy an amazing piece of music

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CfgTlbdZzTQ

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:31 AM, kaini said:

love is a chemical illusion

it might be true but that's still a pretty heartless thing to say

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:40 AM, vamos scorcho said:

i just want everyone to "revel in the nonordinary" with me. brilliant way of putting it. i want to take people higher, take them on my trip, and let them take me on their trip. just relax and let all that rotten social etc go. i live in that crap in my little part of the world, with my friends. so many unconscious people, driven by completely unconscious drives. at least that is my theory at this point.

the first step is to stop being an annoying hippy

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:20 AM, happycase said:

This is the first time in 3 years that I've been in love with an actual girl

Have you been in love with objects in the last 3 years or what?

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:41 AM, Capsaicin said:

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:31 AM, kaini said:

love is a chemical illusion

it might be true but that's still a pretty heartless thing to say

if he was less of an annoying hippy i wouldn't have to say it

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:42 AM, kaini said:

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:41 AM, Capsaicin said:

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:31 AM, kaini said:

love is a chemical illusion

it might be true but that's still a pretty heartless thing to say

 

if he was less of an annoying hippy i wouldn't have to say it

secular materialism is boring

god i wish the circle jerk duo would finally fuck off. or die. i hope they die. and i hope she fucks a dog.

i went through the "love is a chemical illusion" phase when i was fucking 15 or so man.

your overlords have the heart not to put you in your place

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:45 AM, vamos scorcho said:

i went through the "love is a chemical illusion" phase when i was fucking 15 or so man.

and then you discovered krishna.

govinda jai jai!

hmmm how to put this. i've been in love, but that does not reduce my awareness of the fact it's a chemical illusion.

i can look at the stars twinkling at night, free from light pollution, from the top of a mountaintop. i know that the twinkling is due to atmospheric diffraction - but that doesn't detract from their beauty in the least.

ok, its chemical. im not getting the illusion part. if you feel it, its real.

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:41 AM, Capsaicin said:

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:31 AM, kaini said:

love is a chemical illusion

it might be true but that's still a pretty heartless thing to say

You can't objectify an experience with some rhetorical degradation of it. You're not even talking about it. The explanations and the experiences sustain only themselves.