I think I'm in love

irreversible is quite the experience

lol at that vid

window licking

Man, every girl I watched Irreversible with found the rape scene hot. Definitely one of the most disturbing flicks I've seen, but apparently a great date flick.

pics?

of what?

fuck, i watched irreversible a couple months ago and i cried during the entire rape scene and probably most of the rest of the movie. it made me feel like i wanted to die.

since this thread is painful and an embed fest, i'm in love with thane

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=giCUHdsq7mU

y u type so much? your wife needs subliminal type stimulation. bake her a banana pie,.

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:22 AM, abusivegeorge said:

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:20 AM, happycase said:

This is the first time in 3 years that I've been in love with an actual girl and not some fucked up distorted vision of a goddess.

 

She is not even sexy at all and I love talking to her as much as possible and she's challenging and understands me and i get her even when we speak abstractly for two hours it's very exciting.

 

I hope everyone is falling in love very soon.

 

You deifnetly find her sexy, she might not be "sexy" in the conventionally, socially acceptable sense, but she's definetly sexy to you.

george you are an amazing man

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:20 AM, happycase said:

This is the first time in 3 years that I've been in love with an actual girl and not some fucked up distorted vision of a goddess.

 

She is not even sexy at all and I love talking to her as much as possible and she's challenging and understands me and i get her even when we speak abstractly for two hours it's very exciting.

 

I hope everyone is falling in love very soon.

Ugh leave this shit thread alone

  On 8/17/2010 at 4:34 AM, troon said:

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:22 AM, abusivegeorge said:

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:20 AM, happycase said:

This is the first time in 3 years that I've been in love with an actual girl and not some fucked up distorted vision of a goddess.

 

She is not even sexy at all and I love talking to her as much as possible and she's challenging and understands me and i get her even when we speak abstractly for two hours it's very exciting.

 

I hope everyone is falling in love very soon.

 

You deifnetly find her sexy, she might not be "sexy" in the conventionally, socially acceptable sense, but she's definetly sexy to you.

 

george you are an amazing man

Thanks man!

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:40 AM, vamos scorcho said:

  On 8/2/2010 at 2:36 AM, happycase said:

Ya ya ya, vam. It's not that people aren't interesting everywhere you go. I have just been totally honest and open and as sophisticated as possible with living people and they feel like they have permission to take off their masks and join you and revel in the nonordinary.

 

I do think though that when you get into group-habits they're very very hard to break. People can't shatter their image of you as so-and-so and see you freshly even when you decide to start being fresh with them. Let everything rotten go.

 

exactly. people are so uptight. i want them to fuck off, or at least accept my openness and join me in it. even the smartest of my friends are unable to partake in this.

 

i just want everyone to "revel in the nonordinary" with me. brilliant way of putting it. i want to take people higher, take them on my trip, and let them take me on their trip. just relax and let all that rotten social etc go. i live in that crap in my little part of the world, with my friends. so many unconscious people, driven by completely unconscious drives. at least that is my theory at this point.

 

very little mindfulness. there are some people, but i don't know where. and it certainly doesn't help that my persona has become my personality in their eyes. i have none. i am nothing. but amongst these old friends i am some sort of being that etc

 

i look forward to meeting a nice, intelligent and open minded cunt whore who will fuck me senseless etc at the coffee shop. i'm ready!

okay so would you say that there is a whole subgrouping of people like you guys (all over america + 1st world commercial countries?) who are bored and annoyed with the not-actually-fully-opened-claiming-to-be state of even the fringiest of pop culture, finding yourself alienated from their fakey altruism and searching for a personally romanticized new society? Because I am totally developing a socioeconomic movement that is intent on capturing that kind of ilk over several years of initially abstractly viral advertisement, fashion, design, and such and then demonstrations and public events massive works JUNKVILLE.

Because if there are people like this all over the country who just never could comfortably jump on the neo-hippy dreadlocked fuck bandwagon and pretty much stew in their own self-assured hope in eventually getting that world-changing THING going in a pissy backlash against all their druggy friends...I totally think you guys could add to the collective.

That is the fucking word that is defining the new psychedelia: collective. brbrghijgkdl

TIFF

This thread got better

BLAH BLAHBLAH I DONT HAVE A JOB I AM UNEMPLOYABLE ETC

  On 8/17/2010 at 6:21 AM, Salvatorin said:

 

okay so would you say that there is a whole subgrouping of people like you guys (all over america + 1st world commercial countries?) who are bored and annoyed with the not-actually-fully-opened-claiming-to-be state - - - that's all of us, though, you know? but some of us are actually energized and intrigued by the process itself of fully opening, while others are energized by premature positivism of even the fringiest of pop culture, finding yourself alienated from their fakey altruism and searching for a [delete] personally romanticized new society? [/delete]

 

Because I am totally developing a socioeconomic movement that is intent on capturing that kind of ilk over several years of initially abstractly viral advertisement, fashion, design, and such and then demonstrations and public events massive works JUNKVILLE. Sounds Nice!!

 

Because if there are people like this all over the country who just never could comfortably jump on the neo-hippy dreadlocked fuck bandwagon and pretty much stew in their own self-assured hope in eventually getting that world-changing THING going in a pissy backlash against all their druggy friends...I totally think you guys could add to the collective. the pissy backlash is a phase, or maybe even a stage of development, like anything else. it doesn't really bother me that other people don't want what i want. i used to want to change things big time, but there's a lot of conceit in that... it'll happen naturally if it will.

 

That is the fucking word that is defining the new psychedelia: collective. brbrghijgkdl

 

TIFF

Nah, the way you used "whole subgrouping" smells to me of a bigger vision than what we can provide. The numbers are in reality negligible.

Also, the relationship I've formed with the lady this thread is originally about me falling in love with compensates for what I otherwise see as a lack of rigor and intellectual/emotional curiosity in discovering what sincerity

is.

I don't really have a big vision or anything. I'm actually content with just a few important people and if you're open you attract more of the same to yourself. I like your posts though. Been watching you carefully.

the cunt i thought i kind of wanted to fuck turned out to be a puss. shes moving to washington dc. i'll send her some strange facebook messages. until then i'll get jamos.

  On 8/17/2010 at 8:37 AM, vamos scorcho said:

the cunt i thought i kind of wanted to fuck turned out to be a puss. shes moving to washington dc. i'll send her some strange facebook messages. until then i'll get jamos.

i'm afraid.

there's something seriously wrong with you.

i'm afraid there's something seriously wrong with you.

lol

either way

calling a girl a cunt for no reason other than being female.......

maybe its best if you never do lose your virginity

  On 8/17/2010 at 1:13 PM, messiaen said:

calling a girl a cunt for no reason other than being female.......

 

maybe its best if you never do lose your virginity

At least not until prison.

Happycase already fucked him in a tha ass

  On 8/17/2010 at 8:37 AM, vamos scorcho said:

the cunt i thought i kind of wanted to fuck turned out to be a puss. shes moving to washington dc. i'll send her some strange facebook messages. until then i'll get jamos.

Dunno what you actually look for in a "whore," vamos. Never really understood. I can fantasize about most women, but when it comes down to actually enjoying their presence and wanting to carry through with a fuck, I am at once completely disgusted, totally disappointed, and a little bit of lol,wtf at how incognizant and mammalian they are. "I want you to fuck me" coming out of Big D's mouth was like listening to a subconsciously embedded porn script come out of a raccoon. I'd rather she was just honest and said "i am unsure of myself right now. i feel a little bit stupid when i gaze into your illustrious eyes." And I'd have said, "thanks, keep jacking me off, i'll put my shirt back on if you want me to."

I am probably going to stay at home (not come back here) if I hang out with this lovely delight of an intelligent human being and enjoy her company. There's already subliminal talk of adoration, deep empathy, respect, and admiration on both ends. I immensely enjoy the fact that neither of us are saying jack shit straight up, it makes the game that much funner, just keep it up in the air in fuzzy jargon from the meta-experience of courting. No doubt neither of us are going to be nearly as good at communicating in person and she might not be sexual enough for my tastes. I guess I am sort of banking on this shit. i want to marry her or at least date her long enough for her to have an excellent impact on my character.

I've been revering the sense of "loneliness" or "disconnection" from a person lately. We all feel it and want it to go away and to feel connected again, but I am seeing how the loneliness is actually a very intimate part of romance and rejecting it for the connection is not Abraxas at all. Loneliness is integral to being a human, especially with the limited and self-protective forms of communication we've adopted, and especially integral to A) Courting and B) Meaningful romance.

I have NOT FUCKED VAMOS IN THE BUTT, MAN!!