are you ever afraid to go to sleep?

  On 2/25/2011 at 6:39 PM, hahathhat said:

  On 2/25/2011 at 6:37 PM, vamos scorcho said:

  On 2/25/2011 at 6:30 PM, hahathhat said:

at baseline, i find myself compulsively organizing dishes in the dishwasher. fit max dishes while also maximizing surface area. don't let some plate hide behind some bigger ones. if i took adderall, i'd be using a ruler and a calculator.

 

lol. believe me, sometimes on adderall i'll (very 'literally') spend 10 hours doing the same thing over and over again. one time it was modifying my myspace layout and AOL profile info.

 

imagine being like that without the pills, then understand why smoking a bit of weed might not be a terrible thing for some people.

i see what you mean. also though people need to take the correlation between weed and mental illness a bit more seriously. idk... i'm not trying to preach at all, and i definitely agree there are very positive aspects of the drug that more people should be aware of.

weed does stuff to your mind. no doubt.

tl dr etc (any of the thread)

but yes i have experienced hypnopobia on occasion

i blame the drugs

too busy watcing holyoakes t oread teh thresd (edit

you are not going insane

  On 2/25/2011 at 8:20 PM, BCM said:

you are not going insane

no, yes you are.

  On 2/25/2011 at 8:20 PM, BCM said:

you are not going insane

thanks man!

et dude im proud of u finally layin off the drugs

good job buddy

thanks man!

im feeling a lot clearer. im able to articulate my thoughts much better

i was thinking about going to pick up a 20 bag, but i like myself better when im able to maintain a mental structure that i can understand

ill just go pick up a few beers and come back and write some tunes

get some regular smokes...give you something to do when you feel like a joint...

thanks anyway dude but i dont smoke. im trying to be as healthy as possible (btw when i say smoke weed i really mean vaporizing it)

i dont really need a substitute, its the emotional distress that i struggle with. im feeling fine now though, although i have a strong tendency to basically to do the same type of thing with alcohol. my new thing is going to be trying out straight up soberness for days and eventually weeks at a time

should be good stuff. i can a hold of my self again, then well see if i feel like a toke here and there

i feel great right now actually

hello world!

good luck! I did the same thing a couple of months ago...sometimes you just need a break from weed for a bit...felt much better for it, I'm smoking again now though lol..

  On 2/25/2011 at 10:36 PM, ET said:

thanks anyway dude but i dont smoke. im trying to be as healthy as possible (btw when i say smoke weed i really mean vaporizing it)

 

i dont really need a substitute, its the emotional distress that i struggle with. im feeling fine now though, although i have a strong tendency to basically to do the same type of thing with alcohol. my new thing is going to be trying out straight up soberness for days and eventually weeks at a time

 

should be good stuff. i can a hold of my self again, then well see if i feel like a toke here and there

 

i feel great right now actually

 

hello world!

seriously man, try some melatonin when you are having trouble, force yourself into a normalized sleeping habit, then stop taking it...worked like a charm for me.

melatonin gives me and everyone i have recommended it to horrible realistic nightmares

I know two people that tried to give up weed by just stopping completely, and they both had problems. One guy had a nervous breakdown and physically couldn't get off the floor for a day (he was an older gentleman that had been smoking for a long time) and the other one had such bad nightmares he too was afraid to go to sleep.

It may have been better to go down in strength of THC and so your mind adjusts better, I don't know how strong you have it over there, but I know round here you can clearly see fair sized crystals from some strains.

If you ever think to yourself "Am I going mad?" you often aren't, because you are aware of the problems.

You will feel better in the end, just don't wind yourself up with literature, your mind is in a state of 'reconfiguration'.

Have a bath at night, the drop in temperature your body feels after triggers the feeling of sleep.

Good luck and you will get through.

great post rixxx

The most important thing to learn here is that mad people don't know they're mad. That's what madness is.