i dont know what to do anymore / i am lost

take a vacation from your problems

Write some music?

hey man remember that thread you started about releasing your music because you are seriously about to die?

so how is the releasing/dying going?

just flex your arse dickhole

or vice versa

I find it always improves any situation tenfold

  On 5/18/2011 at 5:01 PM, LUDD said:

just flex your arse dickhole

  On 5/18/2011 at 5:02 PM, keltoi said:

or vice versa

If things are indeed hitting a critical mass for you mentally, the right antipsychotic might make functioning a lot easier. I'm being honest, not joking. Of course going the chemical fix route can lead to more complications and end up making things worse too... but it's also sometimes the most helpful route if you end up being prescribed one that actually works. But that aside, spend as much time away from the internet/avoid being bombarded by the media as much as possible because it will overstimulate you and make you freak out more (I'm assuming). Channel whatever it is you're going through into productive creativity (ie make music) rather than dwell on all these other things that are disturbing you. A stroll through the countryside could be quite therapeutic, as suggested. Once you calm yourself down a lot it will be easier to manage the financial shit as well. If turning to family's an option, use it until you can get back on your own feet.

make a lifestyle change, move somewhere sunny

does et live somewhere that doesnt get the sun?

  On 5/18/2011 at 12:54 PM, ET said:

code red

My reaction:

*flexes dickhole*

that is an amazing drawing.

  On 5/19/2011 at 2:40 AM, Terpentintollwut said:

  On 5/18/2011 at 12:54 PM, ET said:

code red

 

My reaction:

 

is it shelly duvall in hogwarts robes?

join the club. dont whine on a message board about it.

et, why are you so vague? i dont know anything about you

  On 5/19/2011 at 2:35 AM, tauboo said:

does et live somewhere that doesnt get the sun?

pretty much.

P.S - me and ET live in the same city

do not rely on the world, the world will disappoint you. instead rely on that which is beyond the world. cultivate a relationship with it. relationships are built on trust, but you have to take the first step.

stand up my friend, feel the inspiration of what we have been sent here to do, thousands and thousands of years of history. soon it will be time to go home

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Masturbate more until the depression passes?

Watmm will never give you up, or let you down, or turn around and hurt you.

You'll probably get banned though.

  On 5/19/2011 at 3:13 AM, troon said:

do not rely on the world, the world will disappoint you.

i agree with this in the sense of, you can't just expect things to land in your lap.

  On 5/19/2011 at 3:13 AM, troon said:

instead rely on that which is beyond the world. cultivate a relationship with it. relationships are built on trust, but you have to take the first step.

stand up my friend, feel the inspiration of what we have been sent here to do, thousands and thousands of years of history. soon it will be time to go home

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but this. gah. ease up on jesus? ease up on ketamine? whatever it is.... just ease up.

  On 5/19/2011 at 3:16 AM, hahathhat said:

  On 5/19/2011 at 3:13 AM, troon said:

do not rely on the world, the world will disappoint you.

i agree with this in the sense of, you can't just expect things to land in your lap.

 

  On 5/19/2011 at 3:13 AM, troon said:

instead rely on that which is beyond the world. cultivate a relationship with it. relationships are built on trust, but you have to take the first step.

stand up my friend, feel the inspiration of what we have been sent here to do, thousands and thousands of years of history. soon it will be time to go home

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but this. gah. ease up on jesus? ease up on ketamine? whatever it is.... just ease up.

ET, YOU'VE JUST BLOWN THE TRANSAXLE. You're just grinding metal. EASE DOWN... ease down.

how has our government let you down ET? lack of medical? employment? not enough social programs?

  On 5/19/2011 at 3:13 AM, troon said:

do not rely on the world, the world will disappoint you. instead rely on that which is beyond the world. cultivate a relationship with it. relationships are built on trust, but you have to take the first step.

stand up my friend, feel the inspiration of what we have been sent here to do, thousands and thousands of years of history. soon it will be time to go home

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i must advise you (ET) to avoid relying on 'that which is beyond the world,' on the basis that your problems lie here, in the world, and they will not go away if you ignore them for any ethereal promise. be proactive.