meth is a hell of a drug. not even once

good lord is that some kind of flesh eating bacteria or what paging xxx

she should really cover that with some bandages

  On 6/17/2011 at 3:57 AM, disparaissant said:

good lord is that some kind of flesh eating bacteria or what paging xxx

i would imagine it started as a small scab due to picking at imaginary bugs under her skin after 3-4 days of meth abuse. and it sorta spiralled out of control from there.

never touched hardcore drugs like meth and crack and heroin, even tho i'd like to know what they feel like, but never would cos i know they'd be the death of me. *addictive personality*

I wouldn't touch any of those because they are dirty drugs that are synonymous with gangs, homeless people, jail and death.

would you touch booze?

my throat came a little (i puked)

  On 6/17/2011 at 4:16 AM, jefferoo said:

I wouldn't touch any of those because they are dirty drugs that are synonymous with gangs, homeless people, jail and death.

as opposed to those nice clean illegal drugs like coke that are associated with rich people, opulence, and exquisite business cards?

and that's not even getting into the alcohol argument mentioned above.

noplz

also can we stop posting shit from liveleak, the fuck is going on with this forum lately

we know its there, leave it there.

  On 6/17/2011 at 4:37 AM, kaen said:

noplz

 

also can we stop posting shit from liveleak, the fuck is going on with this forum lately

 

we know its there, leave it there.

actually secondhand from that site... y'know the one... it starts with 'r' and has a little robot as its mascot?

I'll stick to weed and whiskey and other wholesome kid stuff. :sup:

  On 6/17/2011 at 4:01 AM, kaini said:

  On 6/17/2011 at 3:57 AM, disparaissant said:

good lord is that some kind of flesh eating bacteria or what paging xxx

 

i would imagine it started as a small scab due to picking at imaginary bugs under her skin after 3-4 days of meth abuse. and it sorta spiralled out of control from there.

yeah but it almost looks necrotic. yipes!

That was like the cocktease gif with the scissors cutting the girl's tank top. She kept acting like she was going to flash her withered udders, but didn't follow through. Yeah, I'm sick and going to stay sick.

  On 6/17/2011 at 6:09 AM, lumpenprol said:

That was like the cocktease gif with the scissors cutting the girl's tank top. She kept acting like she was going to flash her withered udders, but didn't follow through. Yeah, I'm sick and going to stay sick.

don't ever change, lumpy.

  On 6/17/2011 at 4:39 AM, kaini said:

  On 6/17/2011 at 4:37 AM, kaen said:

noplz

 

also can we stop posting shit from liveleak, the fuck is going on with this forum lately

 

we know its there, leave it there.

 

actually secondhand from that site... y'know the one... it starts with 'r' and has a little robot as its mascot?

it's an alien!

Meth is basically hell.

if the video is any indication, meth puts ants in your pants and makes you wanna dance

  On 6/17/2011 at 4:29 AM, kaini said:

  On 6/17/2011 at 4:16 AM, jefferoo said:

I wouldn't touch any of those because they are dirty drugs that are synonymous with gangs, homeless people, jail and death.

 

as opposed to those nice clean illegal drugs like coke that are associated with rich people, opulence, and exquisite business cards?

and that's not even getting into the alcohol argument mentioned above.

Coke is in the same category, IMO.

I also don't really drink, either, so stop picking on me.

Don't worry , Dog The Bounty Hunter will put an end to this ice war

mj fox

  On 6/17/2011 at 9:30 AM, xxx said:

This is a great video for the endgame of meth. Zero teeth and stereotyping--in a neurological meaning (repetitive or ritualistic behavior). The reason why that happens is actually pretty interesting. Meth soars dopamine levels better than any drug and keeps them higher for longer. The dopamine breaks down into hydrogen peroxide, which basically dissolves the brain. Since the dopaminergic neurons are destroyed in the process, tweakers give themselves Parkinson's disease. You can see the connection with the unfortunate case of Marty McFly

 

As for the gnarly wound, it's actually not that bad given what she's doing to create it. Obviously, it's the stereotypical picking and rubbing. The clearly defined, whitish border means that it's an old, long standing wound. You can see this effect in some countries like India where beggars will create and maintain a wound to increase the likelihood of a handout. I'm not kidding when I say this but a dermatologist would describe it as "beefy", which is a reference to how the tissue granualizes in an attempt to heal itself. If you think about all the contaminants that could do the real damage---say, the E.coli stuck in the shit under her fingernails 'cuz u know dat bitch ain't washin' up after a deuce--it's in pretty good shape.

 

It wasn't very swollen, "purulent" (pus-filled) or discolored. I could show you the real stuff but like Kaen said, no need to link it, it's out there if you want it, I'll leave it be. What's most interesting is that it resembles surgical excision wounds used to "dig out" infectious areas. She's certainly doing her best to excise the creepy crawlies. If you wanna, try a Google image search "excision wound hidradentis suppurativa" :emotawesomepm9:

As always, xxx delivers.

A buddy of mine, a pretty experienced "experimenter", said he tried it once and the high felt so good he swore never to do it again, as he understood it would kill him in the long run.

  On 6/17/2011 at 4:39 AM, kaini said:

  On 6/17/2011 at 4:37 AM, kaen said:

noplz

 

also can we stop posting shit from liveleak, the fuck is going on with this forum lately

 

we know its there, leave it there.

 

actually secondhand from that site... y'know the one... it starts with 'r' and has a little robot as its mascot?

r*****, watmm's new That Other Site™

I foun this post quite enlightening, by someone who was addicted and managed to quit:

  Quote

I only ever smoked it. I never touched a needle. So, I can only speak of that experience.

 

Honestly? Euphoria. It's like a flash of good, tingly feeling throughout your whole body. You do not feel tired, or hungry, or in pain. Warm, comfort. This lasts for a few hours.

 

As time goes on, it starts to lose that beautiful feeling. Your tongue gets caked in the residue, the tip of your tongue starts to hurt because you keep running it over your teeth. Every moment tastes awful, and it starts to get unpleasant. But you've already been up for 22 hours, and you're not tired, so you might as well smoke some more to get just a little burst of that good feeling. The euphoria is gone in a flash, but you're full of energy and can -focus- on anything. House work isn't a chore. You can draw for hours. You can make a rubber band ball. Or build a skatepark. -Nothing- is boring.

 

And now it's been 36 hours. You're starting to lose that focus. There are occasional dots that swarm your vision. You're sticky. You realize that yesterday was the last time you ate something. You smoke, but the euphoria is gone. The tip of your tongue is red and very tender. Your mouth is pasty white/grey due to the residue, which you keep trying to wash away with soda. You think about brushing your teeth, but your body is exhausted even if your mind is up, jittery. You want to feel better, so you keep smoking.

 

50 hours in, your body is exhausted. You don't have the control you're used to, and you keep making clumsy mistakes. You try to occupy yourself with something, but you just end up frustrated and angry. You start to talk about the things that piss you off, or the things that "go wrong", as if there's some actual plot out to get you. You start to think that it might be time to sleep.

 

At this point, you either sleep... or you press on. The world takes on a surreal feeling. You hallucinate. You see people, and try to figure out if they're tweaking too. You don't smile. Your mouth is fucking disgusting. You stink, unless you had the presence of mind to shower at some point. That's unlikely if you're tweaking with a group of people, though. You can't all shower. You find that you've developed a tick. You pick at your skin, or twease your eyebrows (until you draw blood), you rub the hem of your shirt between your thumb and finger without being aware of it. Everything feels hollow, and heavy, but your mind is still jittery, still working. You eat. Not because you're hungry, but because the last time you ate, the sun was coming up.

I watched this clip this morning and it has disturbed the fuck out of me all day. It's like a real life horror film, with a real life fucking zombie, that keeps flickering in my brain. It's the stuff of nightmares.

if kurt vonnegut had been a kid now, it would have been meth heads instead of syphlitics with ataxia in the intro to breakfast of champions.