delet... Posted July 4, 2011 Report Share Posted July 4, 2011 On 7/4/2011 at 10:40 AM, abusivegeorge said: 3 years ago today I was already a member of this forum, on July 4th 2008 I was in hospital with a very short time left to live and they said nothing could be done, liver failure. A truely hopeless acoholic. 5 months later, on December the 1st I ended up in treatment with a liver barely functioning, aged 21. In one month from now I turn 24, and today I live sober and happy (although it hasn't been an easy journey, with many relapses, for the most part I have been sober). WATMM has been quite a big part of my life and I know, it's just an internet forum. It's what I've gained from the people here, outside of the forum though as well as this place providing many lols and fantastic music to move my mind. Like-minded people who've become genuine friends and shown me a lot of support. So WATMM, thank you and happy 4th of July, I hope you all have an awesome week. Plus muthafucking 1 Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide all signatures A member of the non sequitairiate. Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1612677 Share on other sites More sharing options...
delet... Posted July 4, 2011 Report Share Posted July 4, 2011 Also george, i said mo.m - like a cougar .. because you said that you wanted two mummies (which i interpreted as sugar mummies) .. And then some people round here go, mo - like a fox when they're trying to be tricky .. So that's what that was all aboot. ,l Am i making sense, been awake for too long. pain. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide all signatures A member of the non sequitairiate. Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1612678 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dale Posted July 4, 2011 Report Share Posted July 4, 2011 I'm really pleased for you George - good for you mate Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1612692 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest abusivegeorge Posted July 4, 2011 Report Share Posted July 4, 2011 On 7/4/2011 at 4:24 PM, delet... said: Also george, i said mo.m - like a cougar .. because you said that you wanted two mummies (which i interpreted as sugar mummies) .. And then some people round here go, mo - like a fox when they're trying to be tricky .. So that's what that was all aboot. ,l Am i making sense, been awake for too long. pain. Ah yeah I get ya now, sorry a bit slow on the uptake but yeah, you're making sense and I now understand! Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1612694 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Franklin Posted July 4, 2011 Report Share Posted July 4, 2011 glad to have you around george! One of my favs! Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1612706 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Root5 Posted July 4, 2011 Report Share Posted July 4, 2011 Alcoholism sucks. So does dying. Way to go. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide Root5's signature Hide all signatures WATMM Christmas Albums: 2011 2012 2013 2014MOST IDM Tribute Albums: Incomplete Skyscrapers Rogue Planet Mycorhizae Olympus Mons HeadphonesOther Compilation Albums: Heading for Outer Space Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1612707 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest El_Chemso Posted July 4, 2011 Report Share Posted July 4, 2011 Well done George, takes serious cahones to change, let alone change and beat addiction. So how is your liver now, is it regenerating, livers can do that right? Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1612743 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Capsaicin Posted July 4, 2011 Report Share Posted July 4, 2011 George, being the amazingly kind fellow you are, the world is a much better place with you in it. Glad you're still doing well <3 Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1612758 Share on other sites More sharing options...
wahrk Posted July 4, 2011 Report Share Posted July 4, 2011 Super glad you're still around, George. Keep it up and continue enjoying your -alcoholic beverages. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide wahrk's signature Hide all signatures website soundcloud facebook patreonnew wahrk music threadKarakasa Music Aleph9 DEFUNKT TX Chip Quote abusivegeorge | WAHRK STRANGENESS AND CHARM Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1612765 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Braintree Posted July 5, 2011 Report Share Posted July 5, 2011 Good on you, mate :sup: Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide Braintree's signature Hide all signatures colindyer.bandcamp.com williamsbraintree.bandcamp.com Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1612892 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Caretstik Posted July 5, 2011 Report Share Posted July 5, 2011 (edited) Goes without saying how glad I am to read this mate. But didn't I always say you'd get to this stage sooner or later? Go out and get 'em boy! EDIT: You might want LUDD to elucidate on that last sentence, but it'll be more than worth it. Edited July 5, 2011 by Caretstik Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1612899 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Enter a new display name Posted July 5, 2011 Report Share Posted July 5, 2011 **turns troll mode off** You're awesome, George. We all know you were without a doubt the center of this forum at some point a few years ago. You also know I always promised you if we ever met, I wouldn't even think about drinking a single drop in front of you as a sign of support! **trolls on WATMM again** Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1612904 Share on other sites More sharing options...
SR4 Posted July 5, 2011 Report Share Posted July 5, 2011 good man, George! proud of ya! heres hoping you have a slightly healthier vice. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide SR4's signature Hide all signatures Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1612980 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Rambo Posted July 5, 2011 Report Share Posted July 5, 2011 well done Stan, we finally beat those gay bastards Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1612993 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest abusivegeorge Posted July 5, 2011 Report Share Posted July 5, 2011 (edited) Thanks guys! And LOL at the replies in here, Wahrk your nyan alcoholic beverages had me cracking up. On 7/4/2011 at 7:04 PM, El_Chemso said: Well done George, takes serious cahones to change, let alone change and beat addiction. So how is your liver now, is it regenerating, livers can do that right? Well, once the liver is at the stage mine is, which is severe cirrhosis, it cannot repair itself, in fact usually the liver only continues to die and thus death. However, there have been many cases with people under the age of 25 where the cirrhosis stops, and doesn't infect the rest of the liver, so the part that's unaffected remains that way provided it's looked after. I have roughly 25% of my liver function left, and the assumption is that's all of my liver left alive, and it will never be more than that, only get worse if I continue to abuse it. I am lucky to be under 25 and to be one of those cases, it's a miracle it hasn't given out after all the relapses I've had, although they have been short. Most people drink again and continue to do so for months or years. For me, I am just not able to do it, something kicks in after about 10 days and I realise I don't want to die and I stop, this is becoming more and more infrequent and hope that this time, I don't pick up again, ever, which I won't if I continue to do what is suggested. On 7/5/2011 at 12:17 AM, Caretstik said: Goes without saying how glad I am to read this mate. But didn't I always say you'd get to this stage sooner or later? Go out and get 'em boy! EDIT: You might want LUDD to elucidate on that last sentence, but it'll be more than worth it. Yeah you certainly did mate, and I was extremely doubtful, what it is for me this time though is a completely different mental attitude/psychic change, at last, exactly where you said I'd get to ;-). On 7/5/2011 at 12:23 AM, Enter a new display name said: **turns troll mode off** You're awesome, George. We all know you were without a doubt the center of this forum at some point a few years ago. You also know I always promised you if we ever met, I wouldn't even think about drinking a single drop in front of you as a sign of support! **trolls on WATMM again** Thanks dude! I honestly wouldn't mind if you did drink, but I know that this is something you've always stuck to man BUT I do owe you a drink after doubting your honesty ;-). Big WATMM to you all! Edited July 5, 2011 by abusivegeorge Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1613063 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest nene multiple assgasms Posted July 5, 2011 Report Share Posted July 5, 2011 On 7/4/2011 at 1:02 PM, Obel said: Time to celebrate with a drink! yes, a nice cup of tea is in order! <-------siamese twins enjoying a delicious dragon well Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1613068 Share on other sites More sharing options...
gaarg Posted July 5, 2011 Report Share Posted July 5, 2011 Nice one George, better abuse watmm than alcohol, yea? Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide gaarg's signature Hide all signatures www.petergaber.com is where I keep my paintings. I used to have a kinky tumblr, but it exploded. Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1613071 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Caretstik Posted July 5, 2011 Report Share Posted July 5, 2011 *becomes disturbingly gay for george* Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1613074 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Coalbucket PI Posted July 5, 2011 Report Share Posted July 5, 2011 On 7/5/2011 at 8:38 AM, gaarg said: Nice one George, better abuse watmm than alcohol, yea? Watmm is actually highly toxic to the rectum unfortunately Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1613096 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Iain C Posted July 5, 2011 Report Share Posted July 5, 2011 On 7/5/2011 at 12:17 AM, Caretstik said: Goes without saying how glad I am to read this mate. But didn't I always say you'd get to this stage sooner or later? Go out and get 'em boy! EDIT: You might want LUDD to elucidate on that last sentence, but it'll be more than worth it. You've been listening to The Wedding Present again haven't you! Don't blame you... Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1613103 Share on other sites More sharing options...
perunamuusi Posted July 5, 2011 Report Share Posted July 5, 2011 On 7/5/2011 at 10:59 AM, Iain C said: On 7/5/2011 at 12:17 AM, Caretstik said: Goes without saying how glad I am to read this mate. But didn't I always say you'd get to this stage sooner or later? Go out and get 'em boy! EDIT: You might want LUDD to elucidate on that last sentence, but it'll be more than worth it. You've been listening to The Wedding Present again haven't you! Don't blame you... I have too recently ^^^ (particularly "why are you being so reasonable now") Keep up the good work/non dying George x Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1613106 Share on other sites More sharing options...
BCM Posted July 5, 2011 Report Share Posted July 5, 2011 well done george :) glad you haven't bought the farm. Thanks Haha Confused Sad Facepalm Burger Farnsworth Big Brain Like × Quote Hide BCM's signature Hide all signatures Bandcamp | Spotify | SoundCloud | Amazon | Apple Music | YouTube | YouTube Music | Deezer | Google Play Music Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1613112 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Mirezzi Posted July 5, 2011 Report Share Posted July 5, 2011 This is like, stuff of legend here. I have known some seriously fucking insane drunks in my life. Both my parents more or less drank themselves to death, but it took them a few decades. So how in the fuck does a guy who's a mere 21 years old manage to pound holes in his liver with booze? Did you drink pints of vodka for breakfast, lunch, and dinner? Either way, I wish you all the success it takes to stay away from the drink. xo Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1613172 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest abusivegeorge Posted July 5, 2011 Report Share Posted July 5, 2011 The Overlook - I started drinking at 14, by the time I was 15 I was drinking every day and very heavily. For 5 years my intake remained at 30 pints a day. I drank cider which I've been told will rot the liver quicker than any spirits. I would go to the pub morning/early afternoon, as soon as I woke up then return to wherever I was staying with 10 or so cans. My body kept building up a tolerance to the point where I would HAVE to drink more and more to get drunk/feel happy. This had the opposite affect towards the end of my drinking whereby I was getting drunk extremely quickly or my body was rejecting it, I would get very light headed and pass out after just two pints, which I now know is the first sign of developing a wet brain. For the last year of my drinking I stayed at my Nans, and when I went into rehab my parents cleared out the room next to the one I was sleeping in, where I would hide the empties, they stopped counting at 2000 cans. That's how I did it, also I started drinking long before my liver had fully formed. Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1613194 Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Coalbucket PI Posted July 5, 2011 Report Share Posted July 5, 2011 You must have done LOADS of pisses Quote Link to comment https://forum.watmm.com/topic/67220-just-a-small-expression-of-gratitude/page/2/#findComment-1613204 Share on other sites More sharing options...
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