What are you consuming right now?

  Squee said:

Wow, my head hurts... better eat something. Maybe I should make myself a smoothie? Bananas, wild berries, cinamon, vanilla, and milk perhaps?

If your head hurts, don't use Vanilla essence, it's made with alcohol.

  abusivegeorge said:

  Squee said:

Wow, my head hurts... better eat something. Maybe I should make myself a smoothie? Bananas, wild berries, cinamon, vanilla, and milk perhaps?

 

If your head hurts, don't use Vanilla essence, it's made with alcohol.

No no no, vanilla powder, man

  Squee said:

  abusivegeorge said:

  Squee said:

Wow, my head hurts... better eat something. Maybe I should make myself a smoothie? Bananas, wild berries, cinamon, vanilla, and milk perhaps?

 

If your head hurts, don't use Vanilla essence, it's made with alcohol.

 

No no no, vanilla powder, man

Good man, not heard anyone use this in years, not since my mothers baking days in fact, admiration good sir.

Vanilla ftw.

i am torn

i am a drinker. im also a person who loves life. a person who loves to drink while loving life.

this is bad

i cant stop drinking though because i love it so much and i keep telling myself its ok

what should i do?

  ET said:

i am torn

 

i am a drinker. im also a person who loves life. a person who loves to drink while loving life.

 

this is bad

 

i cant stop drinking though because i love it so much and i keep telling myself its ok

 

what should i do?

Have you tried stopping by yourself?

Why don't you start out with not drinking at all?

  Squee said:

Why don't you start out with not drinking at all?

MUCH easier said than done, might need to spend a couple of days in bed, not knowing what the fuck is going on and sweating that shit out, this is step 1, so start tomorrow, by not getting up no matter how bad you feel, I felt like I was gonna have a heart attack but I stuck that shit out and you'll be fine in a few days, then get help lol.

hmm...i think im somewhere in between a dude who likes to drink and a dude that cant stop drinking. nearer the dude who likes to drink side. my love for alcohol i feel is attached to my existential suffering, so i dont think straight up quitting drinking is going to help me

and ive tried not drinking. i can go weeks if i want to, but alas, i am stuck with an unsatisfaction with my experience of life, and i dont know what to do. the alcohol is a toy to my game

  ET said:

i am torn

 

i am a drinker. im also a person who loves life. a person who loves to drink while loving life.

 

this is bad

 

i cant stop drinking though because i love it so much and i keep telling myself its ok

 

what should i do?

at one point it comes down to your very definition of love. im not implying you are that person who sees love through general hedonism. to love life also means to accept its most ugly aspects, or to embrace that unpredictible moment of true happyness upon realization of seeing a path if there is the will to walk it. consider this, as small variable as it may seem (if i may take your example); loving to drink while loving life is necessary if your mind's "reward" depends on your bodyly sensation. in other words it means materializing that sensation in a way to make it seem (more) real to you...

hot dogs and chips

A butterscotch dum dum.

hot dog, red wine

How many hot dogs have you had so far?

3

now i'm eating a donut (white frosting and multicoloured sprinkles)

too much american food...

i think it has something to do with obama

i even had a mars bar earlier

  tauboo said:

i think it has something to do with obama

Fry everything you just ate and throw in some watermelon.

/cheap laugh

some sweets and an energy drink

*enjoys refreshing sensation of toothpaste and caviar

Four shots of espresso and Lactaid.

Also, Rosemary and Olive Oil Triscuits.

I've just had 3 lattés and way too many cookies.

about to dine on two delicious packets of organic maple sugar oatmeal ...god oatmeal is so GOOODDD

Earl Grey.... FROM A TIN!