stupid first world problems you're dealing with

Ripped Exai to CD for today's car journey for work.

Meeting got cancelled, Exai CD's sat in the car all day, unplayed.

FML.

Went to get the physical copy of Exai because my brain's still lost in an era where an album release meant the release of a tangible product I could hold. It was of course a futile mission. All the other albums I would have bought were too expensive.

I'm struggling with this math class that is supposed to prepare me for the rest of my program. Thankfully luke viia has been helping me

I just found out that I'm actually a decent trainer as long as I know the subject matter but holy shit is it tiring.

I just are leftover French toast and it left much to be desired.

  On 2/8/2013 at 11:15 AM, usagi said:

triachus wins thread

What? fuck that, angry birds is goddamned slow on my phone! slow i tell you!

I'm almost out of beer and Canada prohibits convenience stores from selling alcohol.

I'm almost out of sparkling water and can't be arsed moving

working on a hiphop project, gave 2 mis-handshakes, feeling old & disconnected to the streets lol

@ the end of the day just shook hands like a white man is supposed to.

lol

I was considering posting in the braggadocio thread, but then all the positivity contained within made me feel nervous and weird. (I swear I was channeling ET when I wrote that last sentence.) Also, I drank coke today and drinking coke always makes me feel horrid immediately afterwards. I gots me the jitters!!

Boss at work is bitching at everybody almost every day lately over the most inane shit. I dunno how much longer I can tolerate it before I snap one of these days. Never went off on a superior at a job before.

I've been there over six years though..

I weighed myself.

Then I took a huge dump, and weighed myself again.

The scale says I weigh more but I know this in some way defies Antoine Lavoisier's law of conservation of mass...

But alas', I seem to have gained weight from shitting.

Why did I weigh myself after shitting?

I'm not sure.

Maybe you're weighing the increase in self confidence that results from not having an impacted colon

lolol...

A "confidence scale".

I wonder if somehow the proportion of cheetos and candy to regular food that I deposited is somehow relevant..

Probably not but thats what I ate yesterday.

Was told two weeks ago to start coming off my meds. I'm finally down to taking 20mg of propranolol a day (compared to 120mg) and 20mg of citalopram every 3 days (shall be down to 10mg by the end of the week) and even though my anxiety seems under control, all the side effects are starting to come back again. Bring on two weeks of depersonalisation, extreme lethargy and sudden cold sweats

  On 2/10/2013 at 11:50 PM, usagi said:

hang in there (I always feel lame saying this but it's better than saying nothing)

 

edit: just started my day, have had about 4 hrs of sleep, can hardly focus, really tough workout later in the afternoon. I'm fucked. why do I keep doing this.

Because it feels good man.... in a twisted way, doesn't it?

It feels GOOD!

Trying to juggle work, rehearsal for a gig on Friday (and making some merch to sell), preparation for a radio interview on Wednesday and trying to figure out a way to let a girl know I have feelings for her is kinda stressing me out. I kinda like things to be intense sometimes but this is ridiculous!

  On 2/10/2013 at 11:50 PM, usagi said:

hang in there (I always feel lame saying this but it's better than saying nothing)

 

edit: just started my day, have had about 4 hrs of sleep, can hardly focus, really tough workout later in the afternoon. I'm fucked. why do I keep doing this.

Thanks dude, any concern is always deeply appreciated

Lack of sleep sucks though, I'd say you should rest before you should do any major workouts or anything like that. Your body needs sleep to repair itself, might be worth postponing it to get the best out of the workout. Just don't do what I do and make a regular habit of it, then cancel your gym membership because it becomes a waste of money.

aw man i left my citalopram at my apartment and then stayed with my girlfriend for four days. it was pretty bad. i wish you the best of luck with all the weirdness that stuff causes.

Thanks disp, fortunately things haven't been too weird recently, I've had weirder shit happen to me whilst it was fully kicking in. I think the worst experience I had with it was a couple of months back when it suddenly sent me into a state of dysphoric mania; I spent twelve hours alternating between laughing and crying hysterically, whilst spending about an hour staring in the mirror trying to convince myself my reflection wasn't a ghost. It sounds proper stupid now, but at the time that shit was NOT FUN.

  On 2/11/2013 at 4:30 AM, usagi said:

it's retarded how much discipline it takes just to do normal shit like eat proper and sleep on time

ikr :(

Can't tell if gf has ptsd or depression or something else.

I may have gout.

I cannot be bothered to go to the doctors.

I am walking like a pirate.

That is decidedly a first world problem. And you need to treat that.