stupid first world problems you're dealing with

  On 10/8/2013 at 3:23 AM, disparaissant said:

ugh. i totally brainfarted and forgot about a paper i have to write for wednesday that involves reading two whole good sized books. and i work 9 hours tomorrow. in short, i'm fucked, or i'm not sleeping tomorrow night.

you can do it!! i was in a similar situation. Drink a whole pot of coffee and power the hell through it!! You got this!!

  On 10/9/2013 at 9:51 PM, LimpyLoo said:

errr 6 days ago my aunt killed herself. And I just can't imagine what was so painful. I hate mysteries. They just pick away at me. Like who took the knobs off my friend's jaguar bass in my practice room.

 

 

The medical examiner is yet to release the note she left but I have a feeling that it's gonna be like Love Liza and not really answer any questions.

 

Everyone in my family just fucking self-destructs. I know I have the genes but I think I'm doing pretty well with it at the moment.

 

/bummer

 

 

fwp: I'm too lazy to do anything today. I've got a fresh new analog synth and a newly-learned-how-to-use MPC4000 staring at me accusingly all like "and the cats in the cradle and the silver spoon..."

sorry to hear that man. and I completely understand what you mean by having that intense need to know why. All I can say from experience is, you'll never get the exact answer you want, so acceptance, as hard as it is, takes time but in the end really makes it easier to grieve.

Best wishes to you and your family Limpy, seriously.

Oh cheers mate. That means alot.

Guess there's no better time nor reason to make some art, innit?

  On 10/10/2013 at 4:15 AM, SR4 said:

you can do it!! i was in a similar situation. Drink a whole pot of coffee and power the hell through it!! You got this!!

stayed up til 3 am, then worked on it instead of taking notes. BAM DONE. not the best thing i've written, but probably will still get an A- or so on it.

  On 10/9/2013 at 9:51 PM, LimpyLoo said:

errr 6 days ago my aunt killed herself. And I just can't imagine what was so painful. I hate mysteries.

 

One positive thing I can say - if you're wondering why, you're probably not at great risk. Congratulations! You don't innately understand suicide.

Happy to hear about the MPC, too! Good job learning that...

  On 10/10/2013 at 7:03 AM, A/D said:

 

  On 10/9/2013 at 9:51 PM, LimpyLoo said:

errr 6 days ago my aunt killed herself. And I just can't imagine what was so painful. I hate mysteries.

I'm very sorry.

 

One positive thing I can say - if you're wondering why, you're probably not at great risk. Congratulations! You don't innately understand suicide.

 

Happy to hear about the MPC, too! Good job learning that...

 

Yeah I'm mostly happy and I think life is beautiful but I do have bipolar so [bummer alert]

/total bummer

Yeah, my friend gave me like a two-hour tutorial on the MPC. So I'll be pumping out choons in no time. I really like the workflow and the functionality. Goodbye DAWs!

i missed the smiths tribute night.

now i'll have to wait another... 3 months?

Madame, it was really nothing.

Lol! heaven know's i'm miserable now.

  On 10/9/2013 at 9:51 PM, LimpyLoo said:

errr 6 days ago my aunt killed herself. And I just can't imagine what was so painful. I hate mysteries. They just pick away at me. ......

 

fwp: I'm too lazy to do anything today. I've got a fresh new analog synth and a newly-learned-how-to-use MPC4000 staring at me accusingly all like "and the cats in the cradle and the silver spoon..."

sorry to hear about the aunt and etc limpy. i know how you feel about mysteries. i've dwelt on some shit for years, if not over a decade..

  On 10/11/2013 at 2:21 AM, usagi said:

sympathies, limpy. I feel kind of shitty about posting just a regular old fwp after something like that.

 

I dropped my bike for the first time. I was so pissed off. 7 months of riding it, careful as a motherfucker. I was proud of taking good care of it. then just the other day I'm riding out of a friend's place, I approach an intersection, slow down to let a car pass, and clamp on the brake just a tad too quickly which, coupled with the slope of the road and the angle of the turn, led to it just falling over retardedly. I've gotten out of much worse situations before but this is what finally gives my bike its first scars. fucking lame. at least I managed to get off it instead of landing with it/under it though.

 

now I have a bent clutch lever from the bike landing on it and it's becoming a pain to ride with because it strains the hand when I pull on it (I'm constantly manipulating the clutch to control speed). I'm going to take it off and heat it with a pencil blowtorch so I can carefully bend it back into shape.

WTF man

how dare you continue to live your life despite my problems

so rude

please sit and put your hands on your lap until everything in my life is fixed

I CAN'T FUCKING SLEEP.

yeah neither can I

too much shit going on in my life (mostly good though, luckily)

Only 3 hours of sleep and my throat is killing me, oh and i have a rat problem (i'll post the video of the motherfucker who kept me up all night later)

I need to do groceries shopping, but it is raining outside.

woke up to an email confirming that I'm going to be giving two 25 minute talks to a university group touring through our lab today... i had completely forgotten this was happening

i still have a bit of a cold and have to work outside today

  On 10/11/2013 at 1:22 PM, Deer said:

Only 3 hours of sleep and my throat is killing me, oh and i have a rat problem (i'll post the video of the motherfucker who kept me up all night later)

Oh my god this sleep thing is contagious.

I got 3 hours of sleep too and I feel like I'm dying. #NotButchAboutLife

i've been putting off a root canal for a few months

and tonight it feels like my mouth is gonna fall off

*in Charlie Sheen voice*

"Whinging!"

Careful man! You don't want an abscess or any kind of infection =/

My girlfriend has a cough that keeps me up at night.

I think my taste in music is getting even worse. First it was CHVRCHES, now I'm really enjoying the new Icona Pop album. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?????

My tape adapter I used for the past couple of years to play my on-board iPod Nano thru my truck's speakers kept ejecting from the tape deck due to cold weather. It's done this many times before, but since I was wanting to finish listening to L-Event on it, I finally unleashed my pent-up rage and smashed the adapter on my dashboard, cracking it open and spilling its plastic reel guts onto the floor, while the cord severed off. I actually felt a bit guilty afterwards. I just had enough with the ejection bullshit.

Also Limpy, I'm truly sorry about your aunt.

Feeling impatient waiting for Deer's rat video.

Socks won't sit right on my feet. Too drubk to type properly.

Standing at the bar in cafe oto, listening to a woman making sounds into the mic like a drunk/sexually aroused gremlin. Missed the main act. I paid money to see this.