stupid first world problems you're dealing with

  On 8/12/2014 at 6:50 PM, patternoverlap said:

 

  On 8/12/2014 at 6:17 PM, peace 7 said:

 

  On 8/12/2014 at 1:17 PM, Mesh Gear Fox said:

yeah you get 'wired' that's the adrenaline pumping to keep you up. i get an adrenaline rush whenever i feel tired because i get so excited that i might get a decent sleep. it's a bad cycle that i'm well aware of but it is hard to break. i think my body clock has been fucked and it thinks night is day and vice versa. with work it's kind of hard to reset.

Holy shit- I was gonna start a thread about this. Is that what it's about? Adrenaline? My thread was gonna be about feeling more awake when "tired". It's Wednesday morning as I type this, and WHAT THE FUCK-- I just realized I've mostly been up since Saturday. Dude, what the fuck.

 

 

Release jer magnum opus and the IDM man will let you rest.

 

You're actually 100% correct on that point. Thanks for reminding me, man.

I actually have been working on neeew music, which is basically just pop. I realized that the only way to spread Ultra, is through the masses. There is something so right about condensing pounds of raw vegetables into something that looks and tastes exactly like a roasted marshmallow.

Interesting analogy. Maybe clearing your mind of all of those vegetables will keep him away. Just let the popular culture instincts kick in. It's just combining tropes and popular phrases in a pleasing way.

Fucking school. Quick enough when they're owed money, but when they have to pay out, good lord. They make the Canadian government look efficient.

Yeah higher ed institutions are shitty like that. Almost as bad as trying to pry back the security deposit from a landlord when it's time to move out, jesus christ.

After cheating death for the past couple of years, my late model Honda accord finally met its demise today. Brought er in for an inspection sticker (fingers crossed) only to find out that the repairs needed to bring everything up to snuff are essentially more than the car's worth.

The one silver lining is that my current sticker is good to the end of September, which allows a little bit of time to figure on a plan for a new set of Dob wheels. In the meantime I be rolling on some dead ride steez pumping Autechre out my stock speakers like a motherfucker.

Even though I had paid for first class shipping, Amazon took three days 'preparing to dispatch' my order for a book that is in stock, and was only published a few months ago.

Morale of the story: use eBay instead. Usually better prices and discounts on fees for large sellers that ship almost instantly.

  On 8/12/2014 at 6:17 PM, peace 7 said:

 

  On 8/12/2014 at 1:17 PM, Mesh Gear Fox said:

yeah you get 'wired' that's the adrenaline pumping to keep you up. i get an adrenaline rush whenever i feel tired because i get so excited that i might get a decent sleep. it's a bad cycle that i'm well aware of but it is hard to break. i think my body clock has been fucked and it thinks night is day and vice versa. with work it's kind of hard to reset.

Holy shit- I was gonna start a thread about this. Is that what it's about? Adrenaline? My thread was gonna be about feeling more awake when "tired". It's Wednesday morning as I type this, and WHAT THE FUCK-- I just realized I've mostly been up since Saturday. Dude, what the fuck.

 

Damn, i don't normally get this but i find it really hard to get to sleep when i have something important to do the next day

yeah, I'm freelance and I used to get that every single night before work. It still applies to travel jobs and/or jobs with a lot of people I haven't worked with before. Living with my wife definitely helps, snuggling is a great sleep inducer.

Booked my ticket (£53.75) for Dreamscape in August, this weekend actually. They moved the event a month or so ago to another venue and another date which I couldn't make. They set up a refund process thing you fill in to get a refund, which I did on 21/07/14. Got a email back saying funds will be in my bank (I paid by bank transfer) within 7 days.

Heard nothing until 2 days ago they cancelled the event completely and now it seems only Paypal payers have priority and it's taking a while cause funds are low(??????). Can't get any joy out of contacting the promoter or the business and there's no phone number.

I could really do with my £50 back but I'm not sure what the fuck is going on. I've sent a chargeback claim in the post yesterday but doubt the bank will help with it.

Any bright ideas from anyone out there??? It's like Bloc all over again but this time I didn't enjoy 5 hours of music.

Edit: When I say bright ideas, is there anything else I should do??

I haven't been listening to much music lately, and what I do listen to is usually just to drown out annoying environmental sounds (on the bus, at home near construction, etc). I also haven't really made any music in a while, nor felt the urge to... I fear I may be ending my relationship with music-making (though I hope not, and I do expect it to return some day...). At the same time, I have a new urge to get back to painting and to build useful things (be that a window installation or a database), just not a lot of focus or direction yet, so I need to work on that feeling, I think. I always feel so out of it and aimless when I go long periods without creating anything. :/

fuckin' around with laundry at 2 in the morning. I've lost control of my life.

im trying so hard to cross over from management into my field of study but noone wants to hire me

Going to my best friend's mom's funeral tomorrow... Not looking forward to that

I'm depressed*, but not at the absolute shithole pit of depression, and feeling kind of withdrawn and unable to be sufficiently happy around my wife, and I'm anxious due to job stress, and my digestive system is accordingly quite fucked, and all I want to do is go home and take a nap with my dumb cat purring away because it's the only thing that helps, somehow, probably because I know that he has no expectations of me other than being a useful living pillow

*and writing about it makes me feel like an attention seeking douchebag but I have to write it somewhere for some reason, pls ignore

  On 8/15/2014 at 6:40 PM, baph said:

I'm depressed*, but not at the absolute shithole pit of depression, and feeling kind of withdrawn and unable to be sufficiently happy around my wife, and I'm anxious due to job stress, and my digestive system is accordingly quite fucked, and all I want to do is go home and take a nap with my dumb cat purring away because it's the only thing that helps, somehow, probably because I know that he has no expectations of me other than being a useful living pillow

 

 

 

*and writing about it makes me feel like an attention seeking douchebag but I have to write it somewhere for some reason, pls ignore

It sounds like you need a reset or vacation... Maybe just asking about how your wifes day has been while hanging with the cat and enjoying some take-out or tea might be all that you need feel a little more happy and connected, or better yet and/or with that suggestion - surprise her with something and the smile and excitement that radiates off can be a big boost. I know it's probably not stemming from her, but being your partner she may be able to play a big help if you're maybe more open about your issues with what you are stressed about. It always makes me happy to make others happy... Also, this is another lame one - Maybe try going for a long-ass walk or a jog when you can, endorphins and excersize can do a lot for digestive and emotional issues, I was shocked how much happier I became by just running a few times a week and cutting out caffeine.

Disclaimer- I'm turning 24 in a few days, I have never been married, work in an industrial cannabis grow, I have never had a successful long-term relationship that didn't end in horror and I enjoy my cat and plants more than people most of the time... but one thing I do know is breaking out of funks. Generally it's a scenic location away from people in my home of the Pacific NW, maybe with a few close friends, some psychedelics, entactogens, booze and no cellphones or technology besides a tent, supplies and fire to cook stuff and stay warm. It doesn't work for everyone and I don't suggest it to anyone who doesn't want to try it, but it helps me quite a bit on a bi-to-once a year occasion.

hope this helps a little, and please don't chastise me too much for my pansy answers to real problems.

Future mother-in-law, and kid sister-in-law are visiting my fiancé and I for the weekend, I'm surrounded by estrogen in our apartment... Her sister is 15 and extremely obnoxious and whiney (typical teenage girl bullshit) She also insists on taking over the living room TV, so she can play The Last of Us. I don't know what it is about it, but I really can't stand watching people who suck at video games playing them, I mean she REALLY sucks at this game even on Easy. To make matters worse she whines about it being hard and getting stuck, but won't listen to my advice on how to play it "Upgrade your damn gun... Look around for more ammo... You can't punch clickers you need a weapon or have to shoot them!" To which she says "Stop bossing me, I got it, just let me play jeez" BITCH, I HAVE BEATEN THIS GAME ON A MUCH HIGHER DIFFICULTY 4 TIMES ALREADY, FUCKING LISTEN TO ME OR STOP WHINING AND GET OFF MY PS4!

  On 8/15/2014 at 9:39 PM, Audioblysk said:

 

  On 8/15/2014 at 6:40 PM, baph said:

I'm depressed*, but not at the absolute shithole pit of depression, and feeling kind of withdrawn and unable to be sufficiently happy around my wife, and I'm anxious due to job stress, and my digestive system is accordingly quite fucked, and all I want to do is go home and take a nap with my dumb cat purring away because it's the only thing that helps, somehow, probably because I know that he has no expectations of me other than being a useful living pillow

 

 

 

*and writing about it makes me feel like an attention seeking douchebag but I have to write it somewhere for some reason, pls ignore

 

It sounds like you need a reset or vacation... Maybe just asking about how your wifes day has been while hanging with the cat and enjoying some take-out or tea might be all that you need feel a little more happy and connected, or better yet and/or with that suggestion - surprise her with something and the smile and excitement that radiates off can be a big boost. I know it's probably not stemming from her, but being your partner she may be able to play a big help if you're maybe more open about your issues with what you are stressed about. It always makes me happy to make others happy... Also, this is another lame one - Maybe try going for a long-ass walk or a jog when you can, endorphins and excersize can do a lot for digestive and emotional issues, I was shocked how much happier I became by just running a few times a week and cutting out caffeine.

 

Disclaimer- I'm turning 24 in a few days, I have never been married, work in an industrial cannabis grow, I have never had a successful long-term relationship that didn't end in horror and I enjoy my cat and plants more than people most of the time... but one thing I do know is breaking out of funks. Generally it's a scenic location away from people in my home of the Pacific NW, maybe with a few close friends, some psychedelics, entactogens, booze and no cellphones or technology besides a tent, supplies and fire to cook stuff and stay warm. It doesn't work for everyone and I don't suggest it to anyone who doesn't want to try it, but it helps me quite a bit on a bi-to-once a year occasion.

 

hope this helps a little, and please don't chastise me too much for my pansy answers to real problems.

 

Psychadelics yes, very gourd.

Your advice is pretty much the same I would give, spot on.

Baph feel better soon, I hate getting into a funk like that...

The "reset" answer is a good one for some people. But sometimes you're in a situation that you can't "reset" from. Or it puts your day-to-day in even starker contrast (leading to more sads). So while I definitely encourage getting the fuck out and giving yourself a break, I'll also add this.

Don't feel bad about feeling bad. Depression is a bitch and one of its oldest tricks is to make you feel like you failed because you're sad. That's just not true. Reach out and get some help. If you feel sad for no reason, it's not your fault. A shitty problem has taken up residence in you and has hurt your perspective. If you have recurring problems with depression, get therapy and decide if you want to try meds. These are the only things that have helped me in my day-to-day. Trips have changed my life and given me joy, but when you're back, you still have to deal with stuff.

Good luck man, I feel for you. PM if you wanna talk.

^^^ I totally agree with the above. I added the disclaimer as most people have more going on in their lives than I - and my problems are solved in a fairly juvenile way most of the time. I can only offer what little has worked for me.

I hope ya feel batter baph!

  On 8/15/2014 at 10:01 PM, ghOsty said:

Future mother-in-law, and kid sister-in-law are visiting my fiancé and I for the weekend, I'm surrounded by estrogen in our apartment... Her sister is 15 and extremely obnoxious and whiney (typical teenage girl bullshit) She also insists on taking over the living room TV, so she can play The Last of Us. I don't know what it is about it, but I really can't stand watching people who suck at video games playing them, I mean she REALLY sucks at this game even on Easy. To make matters worse she whines about it being hard and getting stuck, but won't listen to my advice on how to play it "Upgrade your damn gun... Look around for more ammo... You can't punch clickers you need a weapon or have to shoot them!" To which she says "Stop bossing me, I got it, just let me play jeez" BITCH, I HAVE BEATEN THIS GAME ON A MUCH HIGHER DIFFICULTY 4 TIMES ALREADY, FUCKING LISTEN TO ME OR STOP WHINING AND GET OFF MY PS4!

Give her 50 bucks and send her to the mall. Problem solved for at least 8 hours.

  On 8/16/2014 at 2:26 AM, Audioblysk said:

^^^ I totally agree with the above. I added the disclaimer as most people have more going on in their lives than I - and my problems are solved in a fairly juvenile way most of the time. I can only offer what little has worked for me.

 

I hope ya feel batter baph!

 

  On 8/15/2014 at 10:01 PM, ghOsty said:

Future mother-in-law, and kid sister-in-law are visiting my fiancé and I for the weekend, I'm surrounded by estrogen in our apartment... Her sister is 15 and extremely obnoxious and whiney (typical teenage girl bullshit) She also insists on taking over the living room TV, so she can play The Last of Us. I don't know what it is about it, but I really can't stand watching people who suck at video games playing them, I mean she REALLY sucks at this game even on Easy. To make matters worse she whines about it being hard and getting stuck, but won't listen to my advice on how to play it "Upgrade your damn gun... Look around for more ammo... You can't punch clickers you need a weapon or have to shoot them!" To which she says "Stop bossing me, I got it, just let me play jeez" BITCH, I HAVE BEATEN THIS GAME ON A MUCH HIGHER DIFFICULTY 4 TIMES ALREADY, FUCKING LISTEN TO ME OR STOP WHINING AND GET OFF MY PS4!

 

Give her 50 bucks and send her to the mall. Problem solved for at least 8 hours.

She's 15 that won't even buy a half gram of coke to last her 2hrs nevermind 8!

  On 8/16/2014 at 2:31 AM, StephenG said:

 

  On 8/16/2014 at 2:26 AM, Audioblysk said:

^^^ I totally agree with the above. I added the disclaimer as most people have more going on in their lives than I - and my problems are solved in a fairly juvenile way most of the time. I can only offer what little has worked for me.

 

I hope ya feel batter baph!

 

  On 8/15/2014 at 10:01 PM, ghOsty said:

Future mother-in-law, and kid sister-in-law are visiting my fiancé and I for the weekend, I'm surrounded by estrogen in our apartment... Her sister is 15 and extremely obnoxious and whiney (typical teenage girl bullshit) She also insists on taking over the living room TV, so she can play The Last of Us. I don't know what it is about it, but I really can't stand watching people who suck at video games playing them, I mean she REALLY sucks at this game even on Easy. To make matters worse she whines about it being hard and getting stuck, but won't listen to my advice on how to play it "Upgrade your damn gun... Look around for more ammo... You can't punch clickers you need a weapon or have to shoot them!" To which she says "Stop bossing me, I got it, just let me play jeez" BITCH, I HAVE BEATEN THIS GAME ON A MUCH HIGHER DIFFICULTY 4 TIMES ALREADY, FUCKING LISTEN TO ME OR STOP WHINING AND GET OFF MY PS4!

 

Give her 50 bucks and send her to the mall. Problem solved for at least 8 hours.

 

She's 15 that won't even buy a half gram of coke to last her 2hrs nevermind 8!

 

 

lol I'm not about to give her a single dollar though, she's spoiled enough...

  On 8/16/2014 at 3:11 AM, ghOsty said:

 

  On 8/16/2014 at 2:31 AM, StephenG said:

 

  On 8/16/2014 at 2:26 AM, Audioblysk said:

^^^ I totally agree with the above. I added the disclaimer as most people have more going on in their lives than I - and my problems are solved in a fairly juvenile way most of the time. I can only offer what little has worked for me.

 

I hope ya feel batter baph!

 

  On 8/15/2014 at 10:01 PM, ghOsty said:

Future mother-in-law, and kid sister-in-law are visiting my fiancé and I for the weekend, I'm surrounded by estrogen in our apartment... Her sister is 15 and extremely obnoxious and whiney (typical teenage girl bullshit) She also insists on taking over the living room TV, so she can play The Last of Us. I don't know what it is about it, but I really can't stand watching people who suck at video games playing them, I mean she REALLY sucks at this game even on Easy. To make matters worse she whines about it being hard and getting stuck, but won't listen to my advice on how to play it "Upgrade your damn gun... Look around for more ammo... You can't punch clickers you need a weapon or have to shoot them!" To which she says "Stop bossing me, I got it, just let me play jeez" BITCH, I HAVE BEATEN THIS GAME ON A MUCH HIGHER DIFFICULTY 4 TIMES ALREADY, FUCKING LISTEN TO ME OR STOP WHINING AND GET OFF MY PS4!

 

Give her 50 bucks and send her to the mall. Problem solved for at least 8 hours.

 

She's 15 that won't even buy a half gram of coke to last her 2hrs nevermind 8!

 

 

lol I'm not about to give her a single dollar though, she's spoiled enough...

 

Get mommy to fork out some cash to get the brat out of your hair-- There must be a way!

Also, the price of cocaine must be insane in Canada if 50 can't buy you a half gram StephyG. I don't party like that but maaaan that is gouging.

  On 8/16/2014 at 3:21 AM, Audioblysk said:

 

  On 8/16/2014 at 3:11 AM, ghOsty said:

 

  On 8/16/2014 at 2:31 AM, StephenG said:

 

  On 8/16/2014 at 2:26 AM, Audioblysk said:

^^^ I totally agree with the above. I added the disclaimer as most people have more going on in their lives than I - and my problems are solved in a fairly juvenile way most of the time. I can only offer what little has worked for me.

 

I hope ya feel batter baph!

 

  On 8/15/2014 at 10:01 PM, ghOsty said:

Future mother-in-law, and kid sister-in-law are visiting my fiancé and I for the weekend, I'm surrounded by estrogen in our apartment... Her sister is 15 and extremely obnoxious and whiney (typical teenage girl bullshit) She also insists on taking over the living room TV, so she can play The Last of Us. I don't know what it is about it, but I really can't stand watching people who suck at video games playing them, I mean she REALLY sucks at this game even on Easy. To make matters worse she whines about it being hard and getting stuck, but won't listen to my advice on how to play it "Upgrade your damn gun... Look around for more ammo... You can't punch clickers you need a weapon or have to shoot them!" To which she says "Stop bossing me, I got it, just let me play jeez" BITCH, I HAVE BEATEN THIS GAME ON A MUCH HIGHER DIFFICULTY 4 TIMES ALREADY, FUCKING LISTEN TO ME OR STOP WHINING AND GET OFF MY PS4!

 

Give her 50 bucks and send her to the mall. Problem solved for at least 8 hours.

 

She's 15 that won't even buy a half gram of coke to last her 2hrs nevermind 8!

 

 

lol I'm not about to give her a single dollar though, she's spoiled enough...

 

 

Get mommy to fork out some cash to get the brat out of your hair-- There must be a way!

 

Also, the price of cocaine must be insane in Canada if 50 can't buy you a half gram StephyG. I don't party like that but maaaan that is gouging.

 

I don't party like that either!

But the economy here is strong so like other commodities yeah the price of hard drugs is high. Dealer price for bricked, really high quality stuff is about 30k/lb so once it hits the streets it's about 100/g.

Guess that could be a fwp if I was a cokie

My vinyl copy of µ-ziq's Rediffusion arrived. Huzzah!!

The download card won't work until the 18th. Boo!

Every time I try to move a folder in Windows from one place to other I get that "this folder is being used by another program" bullshit. Turns out explorer.exe itself won't let me handle that folder, cause of some thumbnail bullshit. Google a solution to this stupid problem, it involves global policy edits which I can't do with my version of Windows. Try to fix with the registry editor, the subfolder I'm supossed to access is nowhere to be seen. I CAN'T FUCKING MOVE A FOLDER IN WINDOWS 8 DUE TO RETARDED SOFTWARE DESIGN. This might be the moment I switch to Linux or something I swear to god. Fuck Windows in its fucking forehead