stupid first world problems you're dealing with

  On 12/13/2012 at 4:31 PM, Alcofribas said:

having to see people wearing uggs.

 

fml

haha yes horrible!

I... I've just made one of the must horrible things someone could ever do... I... I deleted Steve Roach's Darkest Before Dawn from my mp3 player (Sansa Clip+ 8gb + 16gb microSD). Because it occupied too much space! I love it, one of the finest and darkest ambient tracks ever made... But my taste goes further than that, so I had to make it. Though I still have it in multiple HDs because I don't want to lose it. But now, I won't feel like The Lord of Darkness anywhere again :(

Edited December 13, 2012 by logakght

that album cover really would be perfect for a crappy vsnares album.

I think I'm curving a tiny bit to the left lately. Must switch hands for a few years until it evens out.

I can't even switch, feels wrong

sit on your "switched" hand until it gets numb and you can't feel it.

 

then it's like a stranger doing it

  On 12/14/2012 at 4:34 AM, baph said:

I can't even switch, feels wrong

If switching is wrong, I don't wanna be wrong.

Thought I would try out my brew last night a bit before Christmas. 1) because I couldn't wait 2) just to check it was ok.

 

They whole fucking lot is spoiled. Smells good but it's got a foul mouldy taste to it. Couldn't be more pissed off. Everything had 2 goes with the steriliser beforehand. I presume there was something trapped in the valve at the bottom or the seal at the top. Not something I could see or smell but there's something horrid there.

 

So that's £60 I've gotta spend on a pre-brewed polypin from a local brewery, £20 wasted on the brew itself and about £40 on the barrel which I'll have to replace now.

 

Fuck.

Netflix keeps signing me out. I want to watch breaking bad!

my medication has made my thought process slow down, and while this is helpful in preventing anxious racing thoughts, it causes me to have far too many tip-of-the-tongue words that frustrate me.

I'm just full of hatred right now...

winter derpression

  On 12/14/2012 at 10:56 PM, logakght said:

I'm just full of hatred right now...

 

I noticed that tone in some of your posts.

 

What's going on?

My boss just:

 

1. Called a meeting in my office

2. Gave me an urgent assignment

3. Handed all employees, including me, their paycheck

4. Said unfortunately you're all fired because I can't make the next paycheck because my daughter has a wedding

5. Said that hopefully you'll all stay and do work for me and maybe I can pay you again if I get more money but we'll see I am not promising anything and I don't owe you anything and what I just said should insulate me from any legal liability over your termination

6. Berated us for not doing everything for him

7. Said you are young and can afford it

8. Stared at me blankly when I told him I have $200,000 in law school debt and need to pay for my own goddamn wedding because I don't have rich asshole parents

9. Gave me another assignment

10. Left work for the day and told us all to give him work product on Monday

Edited December 14, 2012 by baph

shit.

 

where do work again?

I'm an attorney for some stupid goddamn reason

I keep turning down possible relationships with lovely, sweet women because I've had a ridiculous crush on one of my friends for most of this year.. and yet I don't want to tell her my feelings because we work together and it'll make things super awkward.

I probably need to do it though. Even just for the rejectionshe always says she's happier being single but I never listen!

baph, don't you dare work for free.

 

 

modey, you can broach the idea subtly without overtly expressing the true extent of your feelings.

  On 12/14/2012 at 11:15 PM, baph said:

My boss just:

 

1. Called a meeting in my office

2. Gave me an urgent assignment

3. Handed all employees, including me, their paycheck

4. Said unfortunately you're all fired because I can't make the next paycheck because my daughter has a wedding

5. Said that hopefully you'll all stay and do work for me and maybe I can pay you again if I get more money but we'll see I am not promising anything and I don't owe you anything and what I just said should insulate me from any legal liability over your termination

6. Berated us for not doing everything for him

7. Said you are young and can afford it

8. Stared at me blankly when I told him I have $200,000 in law school debt and need to pay for my own goddamn wedding because I don't have rich asshole parents

9. Gave me another assignment

10. Left work for the day and told us all to give him work product on Monday

Psychopath. Blessing in diguise. Anything's better.

Yeah that's some crazy shit baph. Time to move on!

 

  On 12/14/2012 at 11:30 PM, LimpyLoo said:

modey, you can broach the idea subtly without overtly expressing the true extent of your feelings.

Yeah, I can't quite figure out how though. I don't even think she's interested, but every now and then we have a moment where it seems like she might be. I keep telling myself that I'll say something at the end of next week, just before christmas breakI have two weeks off so maybe any awkwardness will dissipate in that timebut I probably won't because I'm a pussy.

four words: "wanna grab a coffee?"

 

 

If you ask and fail then whatever. You tried and you can smile knowing that you did what you could.

 

If you don't ask, then you will writhe and groan on your sweat-soaked deathbed and in the moments before you die your parallel would-be life will play out in your the theater of your mind in black-and-white with quaint little swing music and instead of grasping her hand in your final moments your death will go completely unnoticed until a week later when the mailman smells you through the mail slot.

 

Or maybe not. But either way you should do something.

i agree with limpy, modey. there was this girl that i knew that i really enjoyed talking to. really funny, smart, pretty, and we agreed on just about everything. but i never asked her out, i regret it every day. whats the worst that can happen? she says no. thats it. youll have closure and wont regret anything.

 

 

Edit: oh and baph, forget that shit. you owe that guy jack shit. find another job. itll be hard and you might make less money. but at least youll make something.

Edited December 15, 2012 by Frankie5fingers

Apparently I'm the only person my now-ex-girlfriend can talk to about breaking up with me and how much it sucks

 

I'm too damn nice for my own good.

started getting into crusader kings 2 two weeks before midterms