stupid first world problems you're dealing with

Well at least procrastination involves doing something, I have no drive whatsoever, should get my thyroid checked but yep, can't be bothered.

  On 1/16/2016 at 7:01 AM, delet... said:

Well at least procrastination involves doing something, I have no drive whatsoever, should get my thyroid checked but yep, can't be bothered.

That's the exact problem I'm having. Unexpectedly losing my job and failing a new job application after over a month of interviews and tests didn't help with that at all.

Yes, that would be disheartening and deflate the will. gambatte kokoon

  On 1/16/2016 at 7:01 AM, delet... said:

Well at least procrastination involves doing something, I have no drive whatsoever, should get my thyroid checked but yep, can't be bothered.

It involves not doing something for an extended period of time, so provided you do one day get around to checking that thyroid, it's pretty much the same. At least in my sense it is. Driven by the lack of drive and all that.

For the past 7 months at my job I've worked Friday, Saturday and Sunday, working weekends is all I can really do to make money since I'm in school. This week, now that we're in the post-holiday season corporate is calling for cutbacks on hours. I showed up yesterday (Friday) to work my normal shift only to find out I wasn't even scheduled. I did end up staying a few hours just to make showing up worth my time though. Today I was scheduled 5 hours, and I'm not scheduled tomorrow... That's 5 fucking hours for the week I was actually scheduled. I understand hours need to be cut, but 5 fucking hours for the week is pathetic, I'm used to working 20. I politely mentioned to my GM that since weekends are the only time I am available, I'd like to be there during that time. Being a weekend-only employee because of my enrollment in school was an understanding of my being hired. However the GM that originally hired me has since retired, and the new GM has only been there since Thanksgiving and is basically a parrot to anything corporate screams at him... IDK what I'm gonna do if these cut hours become a trend.

On top of that, the hours I was there the registers were constantly down so I couldn't even ring through my sales, I had to watch customers walk out because there wasn't really anything I could do to ring them up. Which isn't entirely the store's fault, but it's frustrating when the little hours I'm actually there feel like a total waste of time.

Normally I'd start looking for another job, but it'd be hard to find any place that will hire me or part-time work when I'm really only going to be there another 8 months or so. Next year for school I have to take on a paid internship along with classes that won't allow me to have any other part-time job.

This rant is getting long so I'll just end it here.FFS I'm so sick of retail bullshit.

TL;DR: Fuck retail

  On 1/16/2016 at 10:19 PM, Zephyr_Nova said:

 

  On 1/16/2016 at 7:01 AM, delet... said:

Well at least procrastination involves doing something, I have no drive whatsoever, should get my thyroid checked but yep, can't be bothered.

 

It involves not doing something for an extended period of time, so provided you do one day get around to checking that thyroid, it's pretty much the same. At least in my sense it is. Driven by the lack of drive and all that.

Yeah, I gathered that we were in the same boat, but you know, one up ya and all that message board jazz. /recommends all the usual suggestions, exercise, sleep, diet, disconnecting from distractors like the net to force your mind to take joy from activities that will actually benefit you, it's too easy to get our dopamine fix from useless inactivities these days, our mental reward system has been hijacked by social networking, funny picture blogs and news feeds. We need to cut it back to a specified short amount per day or even week, be our own self parent, heh, then just get on with rewriting our brain's reward centre.

/goes to d/l anime, after a walk though

Used American spelling of practise no less than 14 times in my book.

I am turning American.

Someone from the ministry of spelling should write you a stern warning.

  On 1/16/2016 at 11:44 PM, delet... said:

Someone from the ministry of spelling should write you a stern warning.

They're too busy writing all of yours out to send me mine.

heh, yes, I do waste a lot of pplz time.

time is more valuable than money, why arent you in jail yet? time thief

Fiddling whilst the roman bends eh.

That oughta waste a couple of seconds. heh, I can't help myself, it must be pathological. I'm going to try out my advice from a few posts up to zephyr, I'll report back in a week or so how it's going. ciao for nao

Can't find any magic mushrooms

^ have you tried the dark markets online? they even sell it in chocolate bar form if you dont like to chew the caps

or you can just hunt and pick them yourself, probably a nice little adventure

http://www.mykoweb.com/CAF/genera/Psilocybe.html

  On 1/17/2016 at 2:11 AM, Deer said:

^ have you tried the dark markets online? they even sell it in chocolate bar form if you dont like to chew the caps

 

 

or you can just hunt and pick them yourself, probably a nice little adventure

 

http://www.mykoweb.com/CAF/genera/Psilocybe.html

Online seems sketchy and I'm in the LA area and I really doubt there's any growing in this concrete jungle

Normal mushrooms > sprinkle glitter on them > magic mushrooms

fwp, feel like I'm not good at my job, not sure how I'm gonna get better at it. coworkers are supportive and tell me im vital but i got my own standards. blah.

  On 1/17/2016 at 10:00 PM, Danny O Flannagin said:

 

  On 1/17/2016 at 2:11 AM, Deer said:

^ have you tried the dark markets online? they even sell it in chocolate bar form if you dont like to chew the caps

 

 

or you can just hunt and pick them yourself, probably a nice little adventure

 

http://www.mykoweb.com/CAF/genera/Psilocybe.html

 

Online seems sketchy and I'm in the LA area and I really doubt there's any growing in this concrete jungle

 

have you tried the dank markets in Dankonia?

lost my keys

THIS STINKS

THIS IS TOTAL BS!

I'm starting to feel the pressure of my past and my future on both sides of my soul; like squeezing me slowly until my breakage. Good thing is that I have learned how to deal with this emotions, but still, hmmm, there's something that still bothers me, like on my daily routine. In fact it might be the daily routine. I might be bored, since this year a want to do lots of things... Aaaaaaaargh! First step is moving out of my parents house. Fuck. I need to plan a lot of shit.

I don't see the shame in living at home, though it is nice to have the independence once you've left the nest. Everyone gets their bearings at their own pace.

Guess my latest dumb FWP would be that I am an idiot when it comes to reading women's body language. Why do they stroke their hair back when you interact with them? Like when I left a generous tip for the barista at the local coffee joint tonight after I bought a lb of whole Kenyan beans, she did that stroke right when the transaction was completed. What does it meeeeaaaan

It's stupid

  On 1/18/2016 at 8:06 AM, ambermonk said:

Guess my latest dumb FWP would be that I am an idiot when it comes to reading women's body language. Why do they stroke their hair back when you interact with them? Like when I left a generous tip for the barista at the local coffee joint tonight after I bought a lb of whole Kenyan beans, she did that stroke right when the transaction was completed. What does it meeeeaaaan

it means her panty situation was something like

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WCFvqbSfgqM

  On 1/18/2016 at 8:06 AM, ambermonk said:

I don't see the shame in living at home, though it is nice to have the independence once you've left the nest. Everyone gets their bearings at their own pace.

 

Guess my latest dumb FWP would be that I am an idiot when it comes to reading women's body language. Why do they stroke their hair back when you interact with them? Like when I left a generous tip for the barista at the local coffee joint tonight after I bought a lb of whole Kenyan beans, she did that stroke right when the transaction was completed. What does it meeeeaaaan

just flirt with girls (if you're not taken) see how far down the rabbit hole you are taken.

I think I'm a tiny bit stressed. Seems to always happen this time of year.