I just came out

  On 11/11/2011 at 5:09 AM, Z_B_Z said:

  On 11/11/2011 at 5:01 AM, OneToThirtySix said:

  On 11/11/2011 at 4:33 AM, Z_B_Z said:

fuck i know i said i was out of this thread because it all seems way too morbidly voyeuristic, but have you guys thought about getting therapy, either together or apart? you both seem like good people, and at the end of the day this is the wrong place to work this stuff out.

I've already brought it up, both of our jobs provide mental health options, and I realize this is not the place to work this shit out, but you guys, even mostly anonymous, have made this whole clusterfuck seem less insurmountable.

 

sorry, i missed that. well thats cool. hopefully you both take that option.. lol its weird for me to think that watmm could make this kind of thing more bearable, but shit, take whatever you can get. good luck to you both. itll get better.

WATMM is an astounding online community, and the personalities here have a genuinely caring spirit. I've been amazed myself at the support from you guys.

  On 11/11/2011 at 5:13 AM, lumpenprol said:

Actually it won't get better, it's going to be a downward spiral that will culminate in a scene like the one at the end of Requiem for a Dream, but hairier

Or the beginning of Irreversible.

  On 11/11/2011 at 5:13 AM, lumpenprol said:

Actually it won't get better, it's going to be a downward spiral that will culminate in a scene like the one at the end of Requiem for a Dream, but hairier

Who's giving out the heroin?

  On 11/11/2011 at 6:30 AM, abusivegeorge said:

  On 11/11/2011 at 5:09 AM, Z_B_Z said:

  On 11/11/2011 at 5:01 AM, OneToThirtySix said:

  On 11/11/2011 at 4:33 AM, Z_B_Z said:

fuck i know i said i was out of this thread because it all seems way too morbidly voyeuristic, but have you guys thought about getting therapy, either together or apart? you both seem like good people, and at the end of the day this is the wrong place to work this stuff out.

I've already brought it up, both of our jobs provide mental health options, and I realize this is not the place to work this shit out, but you guys, even mostly anonymous, have made this whole clusterfuck seem less insurmountable.

 

sorry, i missed that. well thats cool. hopefully you both take that option.. lol its weird for me to think that watmm could make this kind of thing more bearable, but shit, take whatever you can get. good luck to you both. itll get better.

 

WATMM is an astounding online community, and the personalities here have a genuinely caring spirit. I've been amazed myself at the support from you guys.

 

well i guess it goes both ways. ive seen an astounding amount of hate and close minded assholeishness here (and yes i understand the humor) but the tone of this thread has been mostly positive.. guess i should pay more attention to the positive than the negative. probably in here and in my own life as well..

  On 11/11/2011 at 6:40 AM, Z_B_Z said:

  On 11/11/2011 at 6:30 AM, abusivegeorge said:

  On 11/11/2011 at 5:09 AM, Z_B_Z said:

  On 11/11/2011 at 5:01 AM, OneToThirtySix said:

  On 11/11/2011 at 4:33 AM, Z_B_Z said:

fuck i know i said i was out of this thread because it all seems way too morbidly voyeuristic, but have you guys thought about getting therapy, either together or apart? you both seem like good people, and at the end of the day this is the wrong place to work this stuff out.

I've already brought it up, both of our jobs provide mental health options, and I realize this is not the place to work this shit out, but you guys, even mostly anonymous, have made this whole clusterfuck seem less insurmountable.

 

sorry, i missed that. well thats cool. hopefully you both take that option.. lol its weird for me to think that watmm could make this kind of thing more bearable, but shit, take whatever you can get. good luck to you both. itll get better.

 

WATMM is an astounding online community, and the personalities here have a genuinely caring spirit. I've been amazed myself at the support from you guys.

 

 

well i guess it goes both ways. ive seen an astounding amount of hate and close minded assholeishness here (and yes i understand the humor) but the tone of this thread has been mostly positive.. guess i should pay more attention to the positive than the negative. probably in here and in my own life as well..

I completely agree with the assholeness that goes around too but I have seen the other side of even those people, it's very much a front most of the time.

assholeness on watmm was originally intended to scare off the idiots too dumb to see through it. Then the assholes got banned and the idiots took over the asylum...

  On 11/11/2011 at 6:30 AM, chenGOD said:

  On 11/11/2011 at 5:13 AM, lumpenprol said:

Actually it won't get better, it's going to be a downward spiral that will culminate in a scene like the one at the end of Requiem for a Dream, but hairier

 

Who's giving out the amyl nitrate poppers?

fix't

  On 11/11/2011 at 5:09 AM, Z_B_Z said:

sorry, i missed that.

Lol, I meant I brought it up with her.

well shit, this thread is all over the place, how the fuck am i supposed to keep track of things?

  On 11/11/2011 at 7:15 AM, lumpenprol said:

assholeness on watmm was originally intended to scare off the idiots too dumb to see through it. Then the assholes got banned and the idiots took over the asylum...

 

  On 11/11/2011 at 6:30 AM, chenGOD said:

  On 11/11/2011 at 5:13 AM, lumpenprol said:

Actually it won't get better, it's going to be a downward spiral that will culminate in a scene like the one at the end of Requiem for a Dream, but hairier

 

Who's giving out the amyl nitrate poppers?

fix't

no one's just gonna give you a free handout of the good stuff, you gotta pay good stolen money for that shit

*doesn't remember requiem for a dream at all*

  On 11/11/2011 at 7:37 AM, Z_B_Z said:

well shit, this thread is all over the place, how the fuck am i supposed to keep track of things?

It's what I'm here for...

i wish you 2 wouldn't use your actual faces for avatars...

man, 1-36 those glasses are pretty damn gay.

and moonchild i can see the sadness and disappointment in your eyes.

i didn't read beyond the first of 17 pages

seriously

who gives an assfuck?

damm you people are board to deth?

watch some soap operas or paint dry

i think yikes just came out.

  On 11/11/2011 at 2:06 PM, yikes said:

who gives an assfuck? I personally take an assfuck.

 

Seriously, yikes wants to know and so do I.

I just came in... now i'm coming out, but not out out lol

Keltoi, avatar change is by request only. Pic is of one of the polyester/cellulose tissues I use to wipe blanks before they're dipped in paint...

spatula city

Cyanide

In her cup

CUP

BUCT

Can you drink a bottle of wine in 2 minutes because I can. The truth is he's mad at me for crying again. I've tried not to I swear. I don't think I can get any smaller and still exist. I'm trying to be good and let go. I've gone mad. The truth is I'm not wanted and I never have been. And now he doesn't even like me because I'm broken. I'm.sorry . I shouldn't be here. I told you I've gone mad right? He hates anyone who makes him feel guilty... I've tried so hard to be a good wife and make him happy. I made muffins for his breakfast and done the laundry and made dinner and tried not to complain. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I wish I were stronger. I was braver once I promise. I'm sorry. Don't read this. I've gone mad tonight. I saw his secret pictures... If I could be better I would. I'm sorry. please? Ophelia has nothing on me tonight...

im starting to not believe any of this shit..

Sounds like it's time for psychological help a strap on.

  On 11/13/2011 at 7:00 AM, marf said:

im starting to not believe any of this shit..

Believe whatever the fuck you want, marf, I believe I just dumped out three-quarters of a bottle of chardonnay just to keep it from her after wrestling a handful of aspirin from her. Next week I'm looking into the mental health benefits. Maybe we can get out of this suicidal carousel of self-loathing...

Dude. I don't know if i missed something, but neither one of you should be thinking suicidal thoughts.

I know I have no clue what either of you guys are going through, but I do know that you guys sound like good people. Good people have people in their lives that care very deeply for them.

This is a scary thing for both of you to be going through. Change is always scary.

I'm going through a big, scary, depressing change at the moment (moving from NYC to LA) and its been really hard on me. Despite how painful its been, I do know that it's a new beginning, over all else. With every beginning, there is a possibility for something truly amazing.

You guys will be fine. This is definitely all for the best, for the both of you.