So today

  Adjective said:

i regret my post now!

yea u jerk!

congrats man on your willpower, but remember. when you need to let some frustration out, just invite chloe over and let her fuck you senseless until you pass out with exhaustion.

man, i really dont fucking envy you at all, but be strong!

Thanks guys, not having a great day today, was at a friends funeral this morning and then I've just been into town to take an alcohol awareness group, that went pretty well, but just feeling a bit shit!

I am staying strong though :).

just to let you know now, ... i;m drunk again, albient, not severly, but i'm on course for seperation.

Oh jesus, lol.

no serious, divorce is on the cards... whe i get tume to post,... i will. pls george. keep it real

Shit man, I'm sorry to hear that.

I'm keeping it real mate, feel free to PM if ya wanna chat, you know what going full pelt on watmm is like with threads like that!

Whats your views on me dropping some acid guys? I mean it's not addictive right, and can get me out of my head for a while yeah? I'm asking this coz I have had a tumultuously shit day, and although there are times where the feeling goes and things are good, I am only having bad days now, and it's getting harder to cope with rather than easier.

  abusivegeorge said:

Whats your views on me dropping some acid guys? I mean it's not addictive right, and can get me out of my head for a while yeah? I'm asking this coz I have had a tumultuously shit day, and although there are times where the feeling goes and things are good, I am only having bad days now, and it's getting harder to cope with rather than easier.

the fact that you said "cope" and "easier" right after "should i take drug xyz" makes me say "no"

you must know that anything that isn't physically addictive can be psychologically addictive, especially if it offers an "escape"...

if only you knew someone who would come over and give you a backrub or something...

Yea thats very true, but I really need something, and I do have someone, but she is too far away right now to come and give me a rub.

:(

I don't think acid would help...

Maybe 5htp...

that is legal and natural and doesn't fuck you up but just enhances moods for the better....

non-addictive as well....

not sure how it reacts with the liver, check it out, it has helped me before...

What is it mate? where can I get it?

well, i don't know what i think about abstinence between some drugs and not others. obviously it's 100% effective if you stay away from 100% of drugs. i do think that some drugs when used correctly can lead you to realize things that are very important.

i've never taken acid but if you're in a bad state and you're doing it to escape, the literature says no. i would say no also. backrubs are a fantastic idea - if you're able to get a quality massage, go now! do some yoga! seriously! put some tight pants on and act like a fucking queer. you'll feel better in no time.

Fucking lol^^.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/5htp

at most natural foods stores or pharmacies....

it is processed by the liver, but don't think it does any harm to the liver...

Dammit, Atop beat me to the post.  If your liver is already working overtime, I wouldn't start piling extra jobs on it, though. There are also herbal mood enhacers, like St. John's Wort.

And yoga is awesome. But screw the tights, just wear some sweatpants.

Thanks mate, should have wiki'd myself really! That stuff looks very good, and non-harmful. The only problem is I can't get any tonight :(. But I'll have a browse for that tomorrow, hopefully I can get it here.

  Atop said:

I don't think acid would help...

 

Maybe 5htp...

 

that is legal and natural and doesn't fuck you up but just enhances moods for the better....

 

non-addictive as well....

 

not sure how it reacts with the liver, check it out, it has helped me before...

yeah i was gonna say Kava but then I remembered it's bad for the liver if you take it habitually.

5htp is great if you're not on SSRIs. if you are, it will give you cold sweats and heart palpitations...

My liver is about as bad as you can get, literally but theres no hamrful side affects for the liver in producing serotonin, as far as I know.

I have no idea what SSRI's are lol.

  abusivegeorge said:

My liver is about as bad as you can get, literally but theres no hamrful side affects for the liver in producing serotonin, as far as I know.

 

I have no idea what SSRI's are lol.

SSRIs -> happy pills: Prozac, Aropax, Fluox(?) etc

yeah, no SSRI's and 5htp, bad combo....

and there is GABA, another good mood enhancer that is natural....

both have helped me...

you can call me the natural doctor...

and yoga, fucking, massage, acupuncture...doesn't hurt to do these either, but probably helps

Also ginseng for "mild anxiety"

plus lots of water and vitamin b in case that wasnt obvious...

I'll start checking this stuff out, yoga just seems like too much effort at 11:48 at night.

maybe consider going to your GP and see if he'd give you some happy pills. i keep meaning to do that.